ok so I am feeling very guilty about this and I talked with some other female friend and they think is it ok. I am going to write it down and see if this helps me feel better or not lol.

This past weekend was my daughters 18th birthday and we did the normal stuff. Had a big family party and a separate party for her friends to celebrate with her. That was on Thursday night and Friday night and then I had to ge to work on Saturday night. I went in and was there about an hour when my boss told me that things were slow and that it looked like we might get slamed the next night so she let me go home. I was happy thinking that maybe I could spend some time with my girl, seeing as we don't get to see each other very much anymore. I tried to call her and no answer so I just drove home.

When I get to the house there was a strange car in the driveway and I did not see her car I thought maybe she went out again with her girlfriends and that one of them had left their car at the house. I came inside and heard some strange noises coming from down the hall so I went to see what was going on. I turned the corner and her door was open and she was on her bed servicing two black boys.

I just froze. I didn't know what to do or say.

They were all too busy to see me and all I could do was watch. It had been a few days for me as Daddy had to go out of town and I was working a lot and had alot of family things to deal with so I got very hot watching them. 

She was on her knees with her back to me and a boy on each side and each hand and they were very well hung. She was servicing them like a pro, going from one to the other choking and gagging on their huge black cocks, as they talked all kinds of nasty things to her and told her what a good cocksucker she was. Then I heard one of them call her a "good little piggy" and my pussy just gushed.

I slowly went to my room as my head was spinning. I did not know what to do. I mean there was my little girl being treated like a total fuck toy. Which both terrified me and excited me as the same time. I started to get up and go stop them but then something told me not to. I mean she is 18 now and she can make her own choices and do what she wants to.

So I did nothing and just sat there until I finally laid back and just laid across my bed and listened to them. My bedroom is right next to hers and we share a wall, so I could hear her just fine and them as well. I told myself that I would know if she was being hurt and just to leave them alone and let her have her fun.

As I laid there I could hear them moving and getting into position as she continued to suck on one of them the other was sliding into her and she let out a loud scream that turned into a cry of pleasure. I was getting to turned on that I could not help myself and I started to reach into my panties and rub my clit as I squeezed my udder with the other hand and lost myself in pleasure. after a few minutes I heard them talking to her again and calling her all kinds on names and degrading her and then I heard her say back to them out loud "YES I AM, I AM YOUR NASTY LITTLE FUCK PIGGY!!! NOW FUCK ME WITH THAT HUGE NIGGA COCK!!!"
I froze again and had a massive orgasam that riped through my body. At this point I could not control myself and I ripped my clothes off and just went insane. I reached into my bedside table and found John Henry, a 13 inch thick black dildo that I wasted no time in shoving deep into my gushing wet pussy all the way and fucking myself with as I got the smaller one out and shoved it in my mouth to help muffle my screams and moans of pleasure. I sucked on one and fucked myself with the other hard as I came over and over again. My pussy squirted all over the place and I must have come at least 10 times maybe more listening to them and thinking of what they were doing to her and what she was feeling.

I came so much I finally passed out and woke up around 5am to find the house empty and just a note saying the she was staying at a friends house and not to worry about her, but that she wanted to talk to me when I got a chance.
Now I am just terrified at what she could want and what all I have done.
Maybe I will write more to tall you all what happens when she and I talk.