I left Baltimore to join the military. I was 18 and felt this was the best option for me. Knowing the military frowned about any form of man on man sexual play, I did my best to supress my desires. After several years of sucking my friends cock on a regular basis, this was more difficult than I expected. I did everything possible to dismiss my desire for cock. One day I was home alone and got on the computer. Ancient dialup sure was a pain in the ass when it came to viewing pics. While alone I ran into Yahoo personals. I stayed there for quite awhile viewing titties and other nude pics in the personals when I stumbled onto a dudes profile. His profile pic was him sitting on a chair, his legs were spread open, and his cock and balls were just hanging there. It immediately took me back to my neighborhood friend. I began to get hard as I pictured me kneeling in front of him. His ad title sent me over the top. It was titled something like..."Need a hungry cocksucker!" That may not be exact,  but it's very close. I read his profile and it was clear this dude was a take charge kind of guy. He also made it clear he was open to more than just having someone suck his cock. I wanted to reply so fucking bad to his ad, but I fought it off and got off the computer. It didn't help and his image filled my mind for several days.

 

I couldn't take it anymore so I created an account and replied to his ad. Yahoo personals were free at the time and god that was a great system back then. After about 2 days he replied  back. In my message I asked a few questions like..."where does this take place?" "where he lived?" "was he married?" etc. His reply back to me had nothing but short answers. He replied, "my house" "anytime" "not married" and his location. He made one final entry before ending his letter. He said, "just so you know I do not suck dick." Yep he was clearly a take charge kind of guy. We exchanged a few more emails, the last containing my pic. He replied back, you look good let's meet. My stomach dropped. I fought this urge for so long and here is another chance. He gave a number and after a few days I called. The weekend was about to begin and my wife would be working so this was my best oppurtunity. I made plans to meet him Saturday afternoon once my wife left for work. He gave directions to his house before hanging up. I was so scared and nervous. I was so worried this would somehow get back to the military and fuck my life up. But I was also desiring to meet. My desires won over my fears and after my wife went to work, I cleaned up, called him to make sure he was there, and told him I was on my way. He made note to tell me before hanging up, "hurry up my cock needs your mouth." BOOOING!!! My dick got hard immediately from what he said. I knew this dude was not shy about what he wanted and how he wanted it. 20 minutes later I am knocking on his door. He opens the door in shorts, no shirt, no socks. I enter and shake hands. He leads me to his living room and asks if I wanted something to drink. I asked what he had and after naming a few soft drinks I asked if he had anything stronger. "Oh hell yeah" he replied. He broke out some tequila and I took a few shots as we sat and talked. The tension was pretty thick at first. I reluctantly told him I was in the military and he said he knew, my haircut above the ears gave it away. He said I had nothing to worry about because what he does is his business and only his business. His comment put me at ease and once we seemed to run out of things to say he breaks the silence by saying, "so you like sucking cock huh?" I said "fuck yeah." He asked, "you like getting fucked too?" I told him I didn't know since I was never fucked before. Well he got excited after that. I saw him fidgit in his chair and he began to pop a tent in his shorts. He said, "well, do you want to get fucked?" "I would love to be the first to tap that sweet ass of yours." I told him I wasn't sure and would see how things went. He then said, "well, let's go upstairs." I followed.