Never been so far away and need him so close. We spoke twice today as he flew away from me. I hate the initial few days after we have been together it feels so raw, I feel so invisable. Nobody will understand how alone it feel when i wake up knowing today ill wont have him to say good morning to. or no one to annoy me or mess my bed or clean up after.
Missing the sex as well, been touching myself doesnt it feel odd that i get frisky when ever i am alone. Hoping when gets online soon. Hope he will make me cum for him, I want to cum for him.
Beginning to start to look at Joe and Godxeon again....getting comfusing signals as to whats real and not real. investing into alot of lust and emotion when ever i come here
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