My sister has said numerous times the fact I like men probably has something to do with being raised in a house with an older sister and a majorly feminine environment. And I agree with her. Even when I was young i knew boys were supposed to like girls. But I remember liking boys just because i wasn't supposed to. I grew up around my mum, dad and my sister who is around 9 years older than me. I would be watching tv and id notice my father touch my mums thighs or rub he's hands on her pussy until she would laugh it off and push him away but I knew what he was doing. It wasn't until i was in highschool i had internet at home. And I'd spend all night webcamming with old men telling them what I like and them asking me questions. Id sit there with one hand masturbating my bottom while they told me how sexy I was. I knew it wasn't even legal for him to be watching me like that but I knew some "old guys" liked sissy boys or boys who liked being "the girl" one of the first questions i was first asked was if I had seen my dad's penis. I had. I'd bathed with him all the time when i was younger. And I'd tell them truthfully that I liked looking at my dad alot and I was extra careful to not get caught looking. "What did you like about your father's cock princess" id take my fingers out and suck on them, I loved the attention. I like he's balls, there huge. And hes dick is really good looking. And he has doesn't shave. They loved i knew how to string a sentence together.. I liked to talk like a guy that looks girly and sleeps with guys. 

He said that some father's give boys like you growing up pleasure. Even some mothers and asked would I have sex with my dad. 

Though I was sexually aware, id never thought of my real dad fucking me and it started a fire in my soul. It made sense why I loved my dads cock. 

I told him id like to do it and he said I should try to make it happen. 

Ive never liked disappointing men so we discussed ideas.

Now I was talking to a range of adult men online I was looking at men in a total different way. I was looking at my male teachers, strangers in public and men in my family as potential sexual partners. I couldn't help it. Its just what excited me and what I wanted to do. And id talk to my chat daddies about my thoughts. He said that I had to sit my parents down and tell them I am sexually attracted to guys and that i have a boyfriend. I didn't want to though at all. I pleaded basically my dad will kill me and ill never leave the house again. He told me that I had too. I liked the relationship. I like being told what to do. So I thought about it for a while and finally got the courage to go out there. Mum was washing dishes and I basically said to her that I'm into Guys and I'm dating someone and i thought it was time to let her know.

She was puzzled, "so you're gay"  I said only kind of. Guys turn me on, so do girls but girls are a nightmare. "Are you having sex?" I paused for a second. "Yeah but I always use condoms" she started lecturing me explaining how i could be going through a phase, whos your boyfriend she asks me. I already thought about how to explain my imaginary boyfriend I'm having sex with. And I'd decided to describe him as 2 years older that works after school and is into Guys who shave there legs and wear makeup. She said that she's never seen me with makeup on. I did steal my sisters nail Polish, foundation and eyeliner for a good maybe 3 months at this time. I said it's a thing I do in private. I was becoming stand off ish at this point. Mum saying how guys use people for sex and how hes taking advantage. I basically said that we are together cause we want sex. And hes no different to normal friends otherwise. She come round. And I said ive gotta tell dad so give us a minute but if he starts yelling come into the lounge room and help me. 

I walk in sit down on the opposite sofa Lounge and said; "dad i like guys"

He looked at me for a couple seconds and said the same thing mum did.

"Are you telling me you're gay?" He didn't seem overly upset. Calm. My heart was racing. What do I say, all I really wanna do is touch my real daddies cock. This was all done so i can try and get my dad to sleep with me.

So it had started. I had to now explain what ive just come out with.

I faked a laugh and said I'm not gay i just like boys, he explained that was the meaning of being gay in a fatherly, caring way. I got up and sat on the lounge arm chair basically on dads lap, or as close as i thought i could get.

I was looking down at him and was buying time by umming and saying things like hmm let me explain, ect. I looked down at he's legs. They were open as males often sit. He's legs were big. And slightly hairy. I was getting horny. Anal. Blow jobs. Sucking balls. Kissing adult men. Being licked out, fingered. All these things could be sitting in front of me. My first time with my daddy. It felt natural. I fell over him hugging him. I put my mouth close to hes ear "your gonna hate me" he laughed. I was nervous. Pick my words carefully. "I'm kind of dating a guy at school but its only a sex thing" my dad sounded more Stern in hes voice. Your having sex. I was melting. I stuttered out a simple yes. Since when ? Since we started dating. But i always use condoms. He made an awkward yawn. I told him it feels good and its what i like. "Be safe" this is basically the first time I started saying "i love you" I smiled kissed him on the forehead and said love you 'daddy' and ran off.

I would spend close to an hour in the bath with 3 fingers inside me thinking about Fucking my dad. 

I tried, believe me. "Dad can i shower with you" "i had a nightmare can i sleep in your bed with mum tonight" cuddles, kisses, watching movies together. We become close. I wanted him. But he never took hes penis out for me. And honestly. I resent him for it.

I first had sex with a man when i was 19, he was in hes mid 40's 

He was creepy. I like creepy. Soft spoken. He always was touching. 

I knew he was going to be my first. I had met him for that exact reason. 

He was obsessed with me. 30 minutes into meeting him I knew I could 

Say things to keep him wanting more, I wanted him to know my thoughts before we caught a train to hes house. I said that its not my fault old men and dads think I'm hot. Making references to how older guys need sex and know what to do, he groaned at me and asked me if he was an old man. Yeah, you are. But it's normal. He confirmed with me that I'd never done anything with a man physically before today, he asked me if I would kiss him. I thought about kissing him and it made me feel really dirty. I was just on the adult dating scene. And the guy i chose was Middle aged. Sam your filthy. He's pretty much old enough to be my dad. It was what I want. At this point I was controlling the situation. I grabbed he's hand and put it between my butt cheeks. I had pushed water up me. It was how I kept myself clean but I showered and left the water inside me to meet him. He's playing with me. I remember sitting there with him and he's playing with my pussy. 

It felt good. I told him to just rub. I was taking in being touched. I didn't even 

Care it was in a park. (Lol) he asked to kiss me again with a extra creepy please on the end. I was blushing. I wanted to. It was just intense. I mumbled a sassy bitchy "you kiss me then" he chuckled and told me to open my mouth and stick my tongue out. I did immediately, he stuck hes tongue in my mouth and I closed my eyes. And he was sucking my tongue and sticking hes tongue down the back of my throat. I was moaning. I just kept my tongue out with my mouth as open as possible. He just kept going. Sucking my lips and tongue running along my gums. Basically everything. I was mouth breathing. He stopped touching me, asked I was okay. My ass felt like it was vibrating. I asked him if he knew if there was public toilets around. We got up, i walked into the female cubicles with him, locked the door. He pushed me up to the wall and put my shorts around my knees and put he's face in my ass. I was squatting on he's face. Hes tongue inside me. I felt like a God. He was pulling himself over me. I could feel water over he's face and my butt and remembered that i had water inside me still. I was looking at the ceiling and I said i can squirt for you and he groaned squirt for your daddy now. So started to push and as my butt opened I could feel him sucking. I looked between my legs and he was jerking off and drinking my water though alot was dripping on the floor. I got off him and turned around looking down at him sitting on the floor. He got up and sat me down on the toilet and put hes penis in my face. I know hes atleast 7" and a big, 

Pink knob. I was staring into the eye of this thing. He basically asked if I was ready to suck "daddy cock" I repeated back that I'm ready for daddy cock, i opened my mouth and i started to suck. Again my eyes were closed tasting he's dick. After maybe a minute he put hes hands around my head and pushing hes cock down my throat. I was dying. All the way down. My throat was contracting. 4 or 5 seconds and I got to take a breath. This went on for what felt like ages. But I didnt complain. I wanted him to stop before I asked him too. But he wasn't stopping. I had my eyes closed. Fighting my gag reflex and all I could hear was him grunting and telling me "good" I had to ask him to give me a break. I come out with please stop please looking down at me. "Suck" back to tasting and basically sucking he's knob. We had been in the toilet for a good 40 minutes before he had been letting me suck, jerking off and making me suck until he started thrusting and moaning and without warning he started ejaculating I felt hes penis pusle, and a load of semen. Pulse. More semen. Until I basically had a mouth full of cum. It was salty and warm. It tasted gross honestly. I remember me noticing how some of it felt thicker. And i swallowed. I felt like a slut. I pulled my shorts up. I felt vulnerable. I asked him if he was gonna be my daddy. I was nervous but he cuddled me and said that he's my father figure now. 

We got to hes house around 7pm he took me straight to hes bedroom. I took all my clothes off and hopped on the bed got comfortable and opened my legs in the air snuggled the pillow and closed my eyes. I feel him get under my legs and hes raging penis pushing against my boy pussy. He basically mounted me and entered me. He started fucking and I wrapped my legs around he's back. It felt good. Better then anything I had used to please myself. Moments in he comments on how sloppy my ass is. 

At times I could fit a Coca-Cola can inside me. My ass was used to it.

But being fucked is different. I could only fuck myself for so long before i would get tired. He just kept punishing me with hes cock. It was probably 5 minutes before my bottom was having spasms and I was pushing and once I started pushing he went deeper it felt like he was at the end of my ass and I started losing control of my bladder. I don't get hard from sex I actually fogsoft but I was peeing everywhere. He fucked me for maybe 20 minutes without slowing down. Then he was laying on me, giving me daddy dick deep but slow. I was a mess. Mouth breathing. I kept saying daddy fucks me so good. He got up and come to my side and made me taste my ass. Then rolled me onto my stomach. Mounted me again and started fucking me again. I couldn't move at all as he was thrusting in and out of me quickly. I started pushing again and he knew straight away and said grunted saying yes keep doing that, but I didnt respond. I just kept pushing and peeing all over he's bed. Until after a few minutes sped up and hes cock swell and again suddenly I could feel he's cum filling my daddies boy pussy. I could tell he had came because i felt alot more wet. He didn't move until hes cock went soft and left my body.  And basically. Thats what made me who I am. Iean like i said, not my fault I like dad types?