I am sooooo fucked up right now!  Took the day off, loaded up some porn and did four shots of vodka with a redbull chaser. Now i'm sipping on a mixed drink and eyeing my fifth shot.  Definitely gonna pull out the poppers and get properly fucking wrecked.  I would kill for some percs or some weed, but I guess I'll just keep pounding shots and poppers while jerking my cock to the most depraved porn I can find.

I get so fucking hard when I'm fucked up.  I adore taking it past my limits. So fucking hard to type straight, but I pride myself on making sense.

Need poppers and shots.  I need to fucking cum.  I'm out.