It's noon, and it's an awefully busy day.  I have that Big Thing to do, and those chores are overdue.  Finances need attention.

I'm blissfully stoned, crossdressed and floating on a beckoning pink cloud.  Actually, I just love this little outfit!  I have polka dot panties and matching bustier.  For a splash of colour, I'm in bright red tights, with tight fishnet stay-ups over top.  My LBD over top makes it complete, with the open-toe black pumps, of course.  When the brownie hits - any second, I presume - I will be "primed" to receive hypnotic programming.  I want to go deeper.  I need feminization, mindless obedience and firm control.  I need to obey.  I need to obey my Mistress, and I think She knows.  Hmmm.  I wonder...

Something went 'pop' in my little pink head last night, as I mused about how I have no idea where all of this sissification is going.  It's out of control, to be sure, but I have a few inviolate boundaries.  I mustn't hurt Mistress, nor must I be dishonest to Her.  It's as simple as that.  She is the center of my world.  Being in that orbit is the one stable thing that I can count on as l-i-f-e swirls around me.

I feel increasingly drawn to be submissive to Her.  Entire evenings are spent laying in mindless rapture at Her feet; and yes, those hours are often fuelled by weed.  It's utter bliss.  I guess, upon reflections, um, duh!  She rather suspects that I'm submissive.  She knows everything, anyway.  She always does.  

I freeze in awed shock when I realize how much I have changed.  I worship at Mistress' feet morning and night, and She knows that She commands me utterly when She teases me.  I make all of Her meals, whenever I can, and get aroused when I'm able to do housework.  That arousal is amplified a zillion-fold when I'm crossdressed like a sissy faggot slut doing my housework, which is lately nearly every day; add a few zillion times more if I'm stoned.  Floating in the subspace of stoned sissy faggot submissive arousal, I suddenly but utterly know certain things to be true:  I am a weak, submissive feminized sissy faggot transvestite foot slave for Mistress.  I want to savour every moment of my growing addiction to Her power, and to train myself to fall into Her control ever deeper.  That's where sissy hypnosis comes in!

Excuse me.  It's time to be brainwashed for Mistress,

/H