Since I was petty and jealous at seeing Allie falunting herslef for her e-husband in the skimpy outfit he chose for her to wear I have been consigned to the spare bedroom. Only once, after Allie debriefed me have I had any intimacy with my wife and that was the privelage of watching her orgasm on a big dildo she calls Jez in honour of his superior size.

I was feeling dejected, scared and lonely and was determined when I got home from work to have a frank and honest discussion with Allie about how far we were taking this cuckold scenario, my fears about Jez subjugating her and how she seems so into him, enough to orgasm on his lap. 

The idea of jez feeling my wife's arousd pussy gyrating on his thigh, getting to watch her beautiful face in the throes of orgasm, feeling her sensual body tremor with each wave of her orgasm all drives me crazy with resentment that he has experienced these intimate charms of my wife's.

what I think i wanted was a little protected time with my wife to reassure me and so i could feel we were in this together. lately it has felt more like i am a chastised pet in her eyes and I hate the feeling of knowing i've displeased Allie.

Anyway, last night i rushed home to have this talk with Allie, and my heart sank when I pulled up and couldn't even park on my own drive because Jez's motorbike was stood in the driveway.

I was at breaking point, completely furious. I had had it up to here with the intrusions and Jez's bike was just the final straw of how helpless and out of control i was feeling. I stormed up to the front door in a rage and then realised I had given my front door key to Jez last Sunday, and so like a total shmuck had to ring my own doorbell.

I could hear music being played loudly, and after repeatedly trying the bell, gave up and wandered round to the various windows to try and get Allie's attention.

in the end, i spotted them through the back window, Allie dressed et again in her 'groupie' outfit and dancing as Jez watched and seemed to be giving her instructions. I peered through the window a while until jez said something and allie smiled and them bent at her waist in a provocative dance move that lifted the hem of the short black skirt right up at the back, so that her bare pussy and ass were displayed for Jez.

I hammered on the window and they both looked across. Jez seemed totally unabashed and Allie looked furious as she pointed angrily for me to get back to the front door. When I got there, Allie was waiting with her arms blocking the door, hands on each side of the frame, her eyes ablaze with anger. 

"It's fucking simple! you don't like this, stop it! Right?" Allie said, staring right into my eyes, challenging me, and then she turned on her heel and strutted back to Jez.

I followed Allie inside, still angry and ready to confront the whole situation, I walked into the living room.

"Hi darling." Allie said, her tone all sweetness and cutesy, sitting next to Jez on the sofa. "Jez called in to thank you for washing his car and to treat us to a takeaway."

I stood there, completely taken aback. Allie was sitting beside Jez, her hard nipples poking through her pink flimsy AC/DC vest top, having just flashed her bare pussy to Jez. I should have challenged them right there and then, asked Jez to leave and told Aliie enough was enough, but Allie's gentle words somehow threw me, and i felt like i would be behaving unreasonably. Instead I managed to muster a "Hi Jez, that's really nice of you, thankyou." and felt like a total wimp.

"Wallets on the table. you don't mind getting it in, do you?" was all Jez said.

I felt like their fucking lapdog as I went and phoned in the same order as the previous time, leaving Jez enjoying my wife, when i so desperately wanted some private time with her.

I drove to and from the takeaway as fast as I could, scared and humiliated and hating myself for not standing up to them both, but then I didn't want to fall out with Allie, or upset Jez, I just wanted my marriage back to normal.

Allie did her usual ignoring me and doting on Jez, with Jez quite happill lapping up the attention and enjoying Allie's body on show in her short skirt and top. nothing untoward happened, he left about nine o'clock with Allie giving him a very friendly kiss on the lips, her hand massaging his biceps.

As soon as Jez left the mood changed. Allie told me to tidy up the takeaway cartons and wash up while she immediately went and changed into her slouch wear.

I did as she asked and then when she was back downstairs lying on the sofa flicking through a magazine, i gently asked if we could talk about what was going on.

Allie threw her magazine at me. "No Reg, there's nothing to say! Either stop Jez if you think you can, or shut the fuck up and accept it. I've fucking had it up to here with your whining and moping about. Right now you're the least attractive you've ever fucking been, sort yourself out or fuck off, clear enough for you?" Allie shouted at me, standing up and walking to the door.

"And sleep in the fucking spare room until you sort yourself out, fuckhead!" Allie said venomously as she left, slamming the door.

I had never seen Allie so angry and upset and I went to bed too distraught to sleep. All I wanted was my wife back in my arms and as i lay there unable to sleep i realised she is totally right to be annoyed at me. Allie has been clear what she would like, Jez is being failry obvious he wants to fuck Allie, and it is me that is dawdling and being indecisisve and messing them both about. I spent the night in turmoil and wanted to ask Allie a million questions, but even that would be irritating and continuing the dilemma. i just need to make a decision and be prepared to stand by it.

This morning i brought Allie breakfast in bed and Allie immediatel hushed me with a finger to my lips and we read the comments left on this site to the blog and some of our captions. The comments as usual were encouraging the cuckolding to take place and emphasising my wimo lack of manhood. Allie giggled her way through the comments and made a couple of replies.

There were some new messages too, but Allie has said they are not for me to see, which is driving me crazy. Instead she had me lick her to orgasm while she read and replied to the messages before snuggling down to enjoy her orgasm.

After she came, Allie got straight out of bed instead of our usual snuggle time, and patting me on the head said "don't take too long making up your mind, I miss you, darling."

Her words were the nicest thing I'd heard in days.