Okay, been a while and my wife wants me to keep this blog going to help reaffirm the mindset she wants me to have.

 The people on this site have been great, flirting with her in ways I never could. She's enjoyed the power of making me jealous and she loves reading the comments together so she can show me that people are saying that she should, and deserves, to fuck her ex-husband again.

She's had me make a couple of galleries in honor of her ex-husband's sexual superiority in her eyes, but then made me go a step further and make a gallery of things I could think up to support her fucking Jez, and especially around making my cucky beta status absolutely clear to him. 

 All of this has helped me adjust to what my wife wants, but I still struggle with the jealousy, which she says is cute, as long as I make sure it doesn't show to Jez.

Jez has a regular routine of band practice in our garage twice a week now, and Allie's developed a sort of routine. On the nights Jez is round Allie will dress up a little provocatively and it is understood that all her attention will be devoted to Jez. As well as that, Allie likes me to do all the running around, a bit like a roadie, while Jez enjoys my wife's attention and beautiful body in her sexed up outfits.

 Allie has made it clear that she wants Jez to feel welcome at all times, and so I have acted enthusiastically whenever he has called round. I know I must be coming across as a bit of a plonker, always wanting to do things for him, and please him, while Allie ignores me and focuses on Jez, but he takes it all in his stride.

Allie actually complimented me the other day because Jez naturally began giving me commands without saying please or thank you, which Allie says is a good sign and really turns her on to see Jez so powerful.

Allie has also started only allowing intimacy with me on the nights Jez has been round, teasing me in her sexy outfits and asking me if I thought Jez likes her dressed up like this. Then she'll let me lick her to orgasm and then we cuddle. She says I shouldn't cum myself as it is disrespectful to Jez who should get to cum first, just as he fucked her first, married her first and comes first when he is round.

The frustration is horrible and I've tried to explain how there's no way for me to cum in this arrangement and she just laughs and says I'll figure it out!!!!