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Posted on : Jan 31, 2018
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Commented on Jan 31, 2018
I guess the place for this is in a comment. A comment to my note. Whatever.
Like, wow. I love how sometimes an intense and relentless wave of certitude washes over me, and I just KNOW things about my "real" identity. Suddenly, I am transformed; fantasy made real. I am baked, microwave like, from the inside-out by hyper-erotic energies.
The first tipping point I never saw coming. That was the day - whoosh, long past - when I went from sometimes crossdressed to get aroused to realizing that I only get aroused when crossdressed. That's the First Sissy Threshold.
The Second Sissy Threshold was also something that flew under the radar. Crossdressing, porn, hypnosis, weed...it's all a game, right? I can stop whenever I want, and I only do it because it turns me on. Yeah, but I failed to notice the moment when, under the cumulative weight of such relentless arousal, I could no longer will the desire to stop. I could stop whenever I wanted to, long after I could not longer want to stop.
I'll give you an example. I'm about three weeks overdue on some important projects. Crucial stuff. So, in consideration of that, my plan tomorrow is as follows:
Get up before the alarm, worship my Wife's feet;
Get dressed in lingerie and heels;
Make Her breakfast and lunch, start Her car, cream Her feet (in short, a normal morning for a sissy slave.)
Lay out the outfit that I shall wear under my boo clothes while I venture out to buy more weed;
Shower, dress, goon at sissy porn until 09:30; then
Drive to Weed store. Buy several huge handfuls of edibles. Take them home.
Dose self into oblivion.
Roll in near catatonic bliss at the stunning intensity of the fact that I have become a submissive fetish transvestite;'
Submit self to several cunning means of deepening my sissification;
Registering frequent shock at how Just This Now feeling is the experience of being a sissy faggot, and it's fucking delicious.
Ambitious Thursday? Nah, just another day...
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