I'm completely bald between my legs. My little cock looks tiny and I feel so effeminate. Allie was amazing. She trimmed my hair and then carefully used a razor to remove my masculinity. She was full of giggles and treated me like I was a little boy being chastised or groomed. I felt ridiculous, silly and stupid. She even ruffled my hair once she finished. But the final humiliation was her tying a pink bow around my little cock and balls for me to wear under my jeans when Jez is here.

I don't even feel like a man and feel as though I'm just going to shrivel up before Allie's big ex-husband, which I know is what she wants to see, but now it's becoming real it is very intimidating.

Allie's changing into an outfit for her 'big man' as I write this. I don't know if I hope it's daring and sexy or not. I'm also wandering if I came I would have a sudden change of heart about all this.

either way, Allie is loving it and is so excitable and fun that I want to go through with it just to make her happy. I just hope Jez doesn't think too little of me... Or maybe I do want him to see me as a wimp to push about.

i'm so aroused, confused and scared and excited and horny!