I'm a bit high, so I presume that this insight will seem trivial tomorrow.  

I crossdress often, and it's good, but never electric.

I get high ofen, bordering on very often, with episodes of continually.  It's fun, but never electric.

The combination of the two has some weird property that has a literally irresistable power over me.  Add a chance to be submissive to Wife/Mistress, and the bliss is over-fucking-whelming!

Lingerie and weed = kryptonite.  I'm sure friggin' glad that I didn't discover this until middle age!

/H