Uploaded a few Simon Benson images. The first time I saw these I was in college and they actually made me a bit nervous. I didn't want to admit to myself that in my hucow fantasies I had the awful stretched breasts and the long nipples. I wondered how much it would hurt if it were real.

 The fantasy remains a fantasy, and now I'm less afraid to think about more extreme means of becoming a hucow. I like the idea of my udders being modified as if they weren't even part of my body. They'd be tied and shoved into suction tubes and over time become long, thick and dark just like the girls in the images. Other times I'm forced to undergo surgery and then wake up with huge, milking udders.

I was also browsing the Farrel humiliation series and am quite aroused. I like the fear that comes with being so objectified. The idea that all of my choices have been taken away from me once I agree to living out life like a hucow is exciting. I wonder if I would cry as hard as the women in the illustrations- frightened through all the procedures but eventually accepting or even loving what my body has been become.