Making a page here was the first step. I found it exciting to expose myself, be the whore I've fantasized about.

Messages began coming, I chatted with several people. The more degrading, abusive and threatning the more I got off on it. There was one that stood out, he had absolutely no regard for women. He only enslaved them, turned them into mindless fuckmeat. I was hooked almost immediately. He told me he was going to abduct me, take me to a remote location and keep me his prisoner. I would be tortured, abused in every way. Made to crave it.

         I was intoxicated, lust and desire made me very compliant. He knew that the more abusive he was the more I would let go. I was made to take pictures degrading myself and send them to him. I did this willingly. If he was satisfied he would abuse me even more, and I loved it. He would get me in such a sexual frenzy, then start asking me questions. Before I realised it I had given him a lot of personal information. Soon personal ads were posted on local dating sites, craigs list, they were everywhere. I was getting emails, texts, phone calls. He told me after a month that he had posted the ads, if I wanted them taken down I had to give him my husbands email address. It got very difficult trying to hide the texts and phone calls.My husband was starting to ask questions. I finally gave in, I thought things would get better. It only got worse. I belong to him now, I am in big trouble.