2017-11-27

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Being Different

 I knew when I was a young boy that I was different. I wanted to be a girl so bad. I wanted to dress up and look like one. I was also more interested in boys than girls and I had an insatiable fetish for girls panties.  I loved the array of wonderful colors and how smooth and silky they felt. Then every time I was alone, I couldn't wait to get them from their hiding place and play with them. I would brush them against my skin while wondering how girls didn't go around being horny all the time. Especially when their panties were so tight and with the soft fabric pressing against their lovely mounds as they walked around. I would often think about putting them on and how they would look on me as I paraded in front of the mirror. But I always felt guilty and that I shouldn't be thinking that way. No matter how hard I tried I could not think of anything else but slipping on a tight pair of girls panties which made my little dick stay hard for hours.

I do have a small dick but I have grown to love it, especially after I had my first orgasm. I was young and quite naive but I learnt a lot at school from other boys talking about wanking etc. Of course I wanted to try this out. I would be alone in my room and wrap my hand around my small dick and start to stroke it back and forth, just like I heard other boys explaining the technique. Then everytime it started to feel good, I would begin to feel guilty and so I would stop or my hardon would go down. So I would end up going to bed with my panties and begin running them lightly up and down my body letting them brush lightly against my skin, enjoying the girly feeling that would well up inside me, sending shivers all over my body until I fell asleep. Then this one particular time when I was in bed and I had a hardon, I talked myself into letting my panties touch and brush against my little dick. This seemed ok to me. I wasn't touching myself or wanking and so didn't feel guilty about it... Doing this felt more natural to me. I was just starting to really enjoy the feeling in my groin and my little balls. I don't think my dick had ever been so hard. I kept brushing the smooth material against my hard dick making it twitch and jerk. Then I wanted to see what it looked like as my panties were brushing up and down against it. I kicked the covers back so I could watch. It got me so excited and made me feel sexy watching the tip of my dick appear from under my panties, rock hard and glistening as I moved them up and down the length of my hard dick. I was lost in the moment. Then quite suddenly and unexpectedly I felt like I was going to pee myself. Then remembering what the other boys had said about the very feeling I was experiencing now and what it meant. I realized that I must be close to, as they said shooting my load. The feeling was fantastic and seemed to keep getting better and better. I don't trhink I could have stopped now even if I had wanted to, It felt as if I had passed the point of no return. I continued to watch my hard dick appear and disappear, twitching against my panties. It felt so good. I still remember to this day the feeling of shock and excitement as the pleasure kept building and It was like watching in slow motion as I watched in anticipation, knowing that I wasa going to explode at any moment now. Then a small moan escaped my lips as the pleasure intensified and came to a climax and I watched in amazement as my first load of hot cum began, squirting out the end of my hard dick. I continued to watch it jerk and spasm of it's own accord as it squirted more and more warm cum all over the bed sheets and all over me with some landing on my face and in my open mouth. After the initial shock of having my own cum splashing against my face and in my mouth giving me my first taste of warm cum. It excited me even more thinking about the stories of women getting their faces

I began to like it, wanting more. I arched my hips so my face was closer and opening my mouth, I watched my hard dick continue to pump more lovely warm cum all over my face and in my mouth. By the time my climax had subsided I was drenched. I was so turned on by what had just happened and how good it felt.  I got out of bed with my soaked panties to look at my self in the mirror. I could still taste the cum in my mouth and enjoyed the dirty feeling it gave me as I noticed a drop of cum running down my face to the corner of my mouth.  I enjoyed watching myself in the mirror as I licked at it with my tongue enjoying the act and thinking about some of the pictures I had seen of women with their faces covered with cum and lapping at it with their tongue with a teasing look on their face. I looked back at the mirror and felt my spent dick start to stir again as I realized that I was like them. My face and hair covered in cum and my tongue lapping at the stray cum running down my face toward my lips and liking it. My brain was in a whirl as I started to Imagine that it was a grown up that sat me down and made me watch as he pulled his huge adult sized dick back and forth in front of me. Then how he brought it right up to my face trying to make me kiss it. He cupped the back of my head pushing me towards his huge man sized thick dick as he continued to pull the skin back and forth over it's glistening head. As my lips brushed it's thickness he pulled the skin back exposing the huge head, with his hand still behind my head urging me to kiss it. As I parted my lips to kiss it he held my head in place and before I knew what was happening he shoved his huge thick hard dick into my mouth and started to cum he filled my mouth quickly as his cum was oozing out the side of my mouth. He then pulled his big dick from my mouth, still holding my head in place he continued squirting his hot cum all over my face and in my mouth.

I had never thought about having a dick in my mouth or sucking one. But now as I was Imagining this grownup and his man sized dick getting shoved in and out of my mouth as he was cuming made my little dick hard again and how he made me lick and suck his big dick clean.2017-11-2703:06:35

I was so excited by these new feelings that were still coursing through my body that I had no feelings of guilt now. I just wanted to experience that wonderful feeling again. I knelt down in front of the mirror, admiring my small hard on and began rubbing my cum soaked panties up and down it. Looking at myself in the mirror covered with cum and continued to fantasize about being forced to suck a grownups big dick and watching it spraying hot loads of hot cum all over my face and in my mouth. I opened my eyes to see my reflection and all the cum on my face and began to climax again, bending down as close as I could with my mouth and watched my hard dick with cum soaked panties start to pump more hot cum, up into my face and willing mouth. I got my face so close to my hard dick that I could almost lick the head… But that's for another time and story…