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First and formost, I found this story from a depraved girl online.
I had for a long time feelings for my dad, started when I was 13.
In the first place I thought I was sick and later on I read on the internet about this Oedipus complex.
So I thought it was normal and it will pas away.
When I started dating guys I still had fantasies about my father from time to time.
When I was 18 I noticed that I still had lots of feelings for my father, even a crush.
I tried to block it out and even thought about finding psychological help,but I was embarrassed to talk about it.
So I started to keep it to only fantasizing about it while i masturbate myself and looked on the net for daughter/dad incest porn.
I even started reading about incest fantasies with pregnancy wishes, those stories turned me really on.
When I was 20 I lost complete control and fantasized a lot about my dad and pleasured myself with a dildo while imaging it it was my dad who filled me.
At 21 I had thought about to talk about it with my dad,because to fantasize about it wasn't enough anymore, I wanted it for real.
But how was I going to talk about it with mine own father about mine incest fantasy, what if he freaked out and got angry at me or what if he told my mom about it and they kick me out of the family,I didn't want that to happen.
But I could live further this way,it was devastating me,so I made my choice and took the risk to talk with him about it.
I called him if he could come over to my place, I moved out of the house when I was 20 and rented an apartment.
I made some coffee and grappled my nerves together to make the move.
I told him about my feelings for him and that I loved him in a way a daughter should not do.
I told him that I even fantasize about him,I did not mentioned the masturbation part,and started crying.
I told him that I was not insane and that he should not get angry at me or tell mom about this,and that I couldn't help it for having these feelings.
I told him about the Oedipus complex I read about on the internet and if he could forgive me and tell me what to do.
I saw my dad looking upset and confused, I told him that I couldn't live with those feelings that I have for many years.
I thought my dad would get up and walk away angry and disappointed, but instead I felt his arm around me and carousing me.
He told me that he was indeed shocked and surprised but also understood full.
He told me that he wasn't angry at me and he new about this Oedipus complexity.
Normal wise it appears by girls at younger age and eventually it disappears.
I was so glad he wasn't angry at me and that he would keep this between us and he would come over to me too talk about it and help me, in my enjoy I suddenly kissed him right on the mouth,just lips.
I apologize to him for kissing him on the mouth,but my dad said its OK and if it made me feel better I could kiss him again, and there it happened, my opening.
I gave him again an kiss but this time a little bit longer and saw that he even closed his eyes,again I pressed my lips to his lips and took the risk by putting out mine tong and touch his lips,he opened his mouth and we actually started french kissing.
We kept kissing for at least 20 minutes when he stopped and told me that I am sure what I was doing, it was of course incest.
I told him I wanted it and loved it kissing him.
My dad said if we would go further it would be only one time and never mention it to no one,it was our secret.
In no time our clothes got ripped of of each others body,we where getting frenzy.
For the first time in my life I felt my fathers member inside me,I was going nuts,feeling mine own fathers dick inside me.
Luckily I was on the pill,so we didn't need a condom and I actually could feel his semen inside me.
It was the best day in my life and of course it didn't stayed to one time.
My father admitted to me that he also enjoyed it a Lott, and so we having sex once a week at my place.
I never regret it and never had problems with it,even when we now its forbidden and most people would be discussed from it,we both have the best time of our lives.
I am now 23 and we have an sexual relation for 2 years now and still not willing to stop with it.
I still am single and not think about a relation yet, but we both know that some day this will end.
I even turned it up a knot, our sexual experience.
I had to quit with the pill for an while, because of side effects, and one night when my dad came over for sex we discovered that we ran out of condoms.
We had to quit, but we both were so horny that I seduced my dad to fuck me instead.
We knew about the big risk of getting pregnant,but this wicked thought made us so horny that I actually yelled to my dad to knock me up from our incest sex.
This made him so frenzy that I continually said to him to make me pregnant daddy,and he came 2 times inside me.
Luckily I did not got pregnant, but we did have a new sex game of make me pregnant daddy.
I did went further with this idea of getting pregnant.
When I started with an different anti conception pill I stopped taking it and let my dad having sex with me unprotected, only he didn't knew about my intends.
I actually wanted to get pregnant for real once, not really having it, but just the knowledge and feeling that I am pregnant for real from our incest.
I known that its not normal and many people would be disguised from me, but the thought was so wicked and made me so horny that I had to experience it once.
So I looked things up and found out that you can use abortion pills which you can order from internet, so nobody would find out.
I read that you can go as far as 10 weeks,depends on how much my belly was showing.
Finally it happened and I found out that I was pregnant.
I mannish to get as far as 8 weeks before my belly was showing to much and my dad would find it out.
I loved to play with myself while touching my little belly and already swollen breast.
I took the pills and my dad never find it out, only I had to stop having sex for 3 weeks,so I had to tell a lie to dad.
Maybe I will try it again in time.
Well that's my life story
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