It was not the fantasy you probably think it was. I'll just say that. There were definately some fantasy aspects to it, but that's they were... 

It was actually during a time in my life when I felt shittiest about myself, failing in school, we'd moved, parents going through a terrible divorce. And then I met a woman the same age as my mom who lived in our same apartment building. My mom wasn't home much until late at night and it was altogether too convenient to just go over to Kim's house. 

The only thing in my life I could count on at that time was on getting the SHIT-FUCKED-OUT-OF-ME by a horny 38 year old divorced hospital administrator. And so that's exactly what happened. Quite a LOT, actually.  

It made me forget about my shitty life for the time that it was happening, and felt so FUCKING GOOD that sometimes it actually made me cry.

Yep. Personal stuff.