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RUSH - A gay drug?
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I remember in my teens being turned onto Rush. You know Rush, that liquid incense gays use to heighten the experience of their sexual encounters. Well I remember this girl I used to hang out with having some and we used to sniff it while drinking and smoking weed to keep the high going. For me at first it heightened the music we listened too. The guitaring on heavy metal songs took on new form while sniffing it. Soon I was hooked and found it was great for a few minute high while jerking off and yes, it did heighten the experience for a moment. I soon was sniffing Rush was watching my favorite bondage video's and exploitation films. I used to love wanking off watching them Nazi roughies from the 1970's and any film with violence against woman like I Spit on Your Grave and the rape scenes of A Clockwork Orange. My taste for porn became more violent and enjoyed sniffing Rush while shooting my load during hard rape scenes. At this time I was still peeping in at mom occassionally and my incest fantasies became more violent too. I dreamed of carrying my mother off deep into the woods and stripping her completely naked, tying her up to tree and eating her cunt out and then raping her. I'd then whip her with tree branches as she cried and screamed like a wounded animal. I'd keep her tied inside an old shack in the woods and there live with my new sex slave. Some of my best jerk off sessions came while sniffing Rush and looking at the naked photos I found of my mom. I'd shoot like a cannon while my cock was restrained with a metal ring. I was soon going to NYC and watching the violent video's in peep booths. I'd stick my hard cock in the glory hole imagining my mother was on the side sucking me off. Sure, I know it was probably just some cock hungry faggot but while sniffing Rush the sounds of the whippings and moans and screams from the different booths videos kept me rock hard. I was a complete pervert uncaring who or what was on the other side of the glory hole. To me though it was mom, naked and on her knees and doing what she did best, sucking off strangers cocks. When finished I'd have to sit there and collect my thoughts before leaving, feeling guilty for lusting for my mother. I've always known I was going to hell for my insane sexual fantasies, so Im gonna be as twisted a motherfucker possible.
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Posted on : Mar 2, 2009
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