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Start of IRL slutting
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For my aged man it is much easier to be dominant male than submissive tv. I have been searching for a longer time, with one RL experience. Finally I met Peter, foreigner living close by, older, taller, heavier than me. Peter has experience in crossdressers and he agreed to be my Master. This is real dive for me, not 24/7 of course, but not just random session every now and then. Currently I am in probation period "under consideration of Master P". If I will succeed he will take me as his sub. One of the conditions is writing a blog, so here we go.
My experience is from dominating hetero side, so I am far off from my old experiences. It is really thrilling to be heading into something new! But what I really expect from Master P, or actually from my alter ego sub slut Natasha?
For sure one thing on top of my list of expectations is is being controlled. Not having reigns in my hand, but on my head. Knowing that control is offering me humiliation. Yes, humiliation is the key for me. Master forcing me to hand over my ego and ripping off my male dominant arrogance and making me to worship dominant male cock as sexual object. Not subject, but object. A piece of ass who's role is to give pleasure to a cock. I don't now how deep into humiliation I can be pushed, but I hope he will show me depths I never imagined. Dressing is for sure one part of that. No way I will make a beautiful lady but I want to be a fuckable one. It is a rush of its own knowing that some man wants to get ball deep into my sissy pussy.
Physical part follows mind. Being penetrated is not the thing what gives me a rush, but being degraded ad then penetrated ... hell yeah, looking forward to that.
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Posted on : Oct 23, 2017
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