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Hi Lisa Blogging Away again..
Cuckolding has become quite a porn fetish in the last decade. Some people have contacted
me and asked me to write on the subject. My advice is if you have a traditional relationship
and find it a turn on to watch cuckold porn, stay normal. If you have a relationship where her
sex drive is way beyone yours and she had wild past while you are more conservative. Maybe
have an open discussion about her being a "Hot Wife" which may or may not include cuckolding
which is in reaility almost always unconfortable for everyone involved.
How did I become this way? First of all my early sexual activity was with older men, some
rather uncouth, a few wound up in prison before and after knowing me. Some were somewhat
fatherly or brotherly with me. None of these were realtionships, just quick blowjobs, an occasional
dinner, a few romps in motel rooms. They taught me sex for men was a quick thrill for the moment.
Do not depend on them for ANYTHING. Truthfully, many of them were quite generous in the gifts they
bought me for no reason whatsoever.
Once I finally had a normal boyfriend/girlfriend relationship at age 16, after our first breakup,
I wasted no time not kidding like less than 15 minutes. I just called another boy my age who
asked me out a few weeks earlier and next day, had a new boy to kiss at school. I made sure
to kiss him in front of my boyfriend and not in a subtle way. Did I feel guilty ? No, I felt exhillerated
alive and in control. It was a major turn on. That boy could have "gone all the way" that afternoon had
he tried. I could have coaxed him along but wanted to see how my boyfriend reacted.
Yes, he called ,apolgized and wanted to get back together. I called the other boy and let him'dowm
while making him feel good.
That was my first cucking experience.
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