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Things that influenced my desires
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Here is what was done that helped me lose my inhibitions (just know that this part is true, not some fantasy, it is the reason I am so dirty I think): For me it is this deep desire to ruin innocence. I grew up around filth most of my life. Never incest or anything like that. But my dad never hid the fact that he cheated. Mom acted as if it wasn't a problem. Just before Jr. High, I woke up to my dad in the living room with the babysitter; no joke. My dad never did anything to me, but he did compliment me on days any other parent would have made me change into something else. I went to school once wearing an outfit that was sluttier than most strippers would wear. My dad said "You look gorgeous today Jess". Other times he would see a slutty woman and say "You will look like her one day, you have similar body types". There was one time, just one, that really stands out in my mind. It is probably the thing that made me feel beautiful based on my looks, not my mind. My dad had a porn on when I came home from school. He was drunk, mom was in the kitchen. It was on most of the day even during dinner. After dinner my dad took 2 pills and made my mom take 3. About 30 minutes later the porn got louder and filthier. I went up stairs and fell asleep with music on. I woke up it was about 3 hours later. I went downstairs to get some water. The porn was quieter, I looked in the living room and my mom was on her knees sucking my dad, he had his back eyes closed. He then pulled out a meth pipe took 4 huge hits in a row. Then he gave 3 to my mom. Then 3 more. Then 3 more. He got her so spun, she was breathing heavy and had a blank look of pure lust. My dad was in his own world, they were so high they had no issues telling each other their dirtiest thoughts. All inhibitions were gone. My dad grabed my moms head and she sucked him again. While she was sucking him, he said "You know what Kendra? Jessica is going to be extremely hot. If her tits get bigger, and she gets really good and giving head like you, every man wll think of her inhis dreams". My mom stopped for a minute, high and horny, then she said "Your thinking of her now aren't you? Your imagining she is sucking yur cock". He said he was. My mom pretended to be me as he fucked her over and over. She called him daddy, used names to describe me that made him push harder. Then she said "Our daughter is already a slut Alex, she just hasn't fucked yet. You let her dress like one evry day, and unless im high, i never have the guts to talk back to you. But you should know, men already imagine draining their dicks in her". With that my dad groaned and came. I went upstairs breathing heavy, confused, and horny. One year later was that party where I did meth and was stuffed in all my holes. That is why I like corrupting girls. My parents did it without even trying. I purposely try.
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Posted on : Sep 21, 2017
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Commented on May 1, 2018
Lovely. I prefer giving them an honest choice. This way leads to wondrous pleasure, by only if you choose it.
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Commented on Nov 3, 2017
You are so lucky to have had such good parents! Especially your dad sounds like he really knew how to raise a girl in this day and age. I seriously wish he would write a book on the right way to raise a whore like you. The old Puritan days are over, so the parenting should change to match the times. I think your dad can help us see that.
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