I had finally had my “first time” with a man.

I had some games with school friends when I was 13 yo but nothing since that time. Voyeuring in the locker rooms, in the doctor inspection at the army, a lot of internet but nothing for real.

After years of hesitation I registered on a gay site and I finally got in touch with a man not far away from my place. He seemed clean, well mannered, polite … It was for my first time and I wanted a perfect moment.

Another couple of weeks of writing and I finally accepted to meet with him. I was anxious but he was so gentle in his writings that I decided it was the right time.

We had a “rendez-vous” on a parking lot of a mall downtown. He told me where and what car he will be driving. 
When I got there he was already waiting. I can tell you that it was a strange situation and my heart was beating pretty fast.
I walked to his car, he invited me inside.

We talked a bit about anything just to see if there was good vibrations to go any further.
He was very kind and gentle so we decided that I would follow him to his house 10minutes away.
Nice little house out of town.

I asked him if I could use the bathroom and the shower to be clean. He showed me the way.

I had prepared that moment in my mind the couple of days before. So I knew I would be the first to undress. I played it a bit girly. I started to undress, facing him. I wanted him to watch. I wanted to feel his eyes on me, I wanted to feel the burning of kinda embarrassment. I didn’t need to play shy, I was ! I was naked, he was watching ...
I took my time to place my clothes on a chair. I asked for the soap and a towel. My cock was in plain view. I felt his eyes on it and on my body. At that moment he was about to leave. I told him : “why don't you stay with me” ?

I stepped in the tub and faced him while I was washing my cock. I took my time. It was very emotional to play a bit girly, already a deep pleasure to be like an object of desire.

I dried with a towel he gave me. I bent over to dry my legs, I wanted him to see my ass. I dried my cock looking at him in the eyes. At that moment I was playing, kinda innocently provocating him. I wanted him to be happy I was there. I wanted to see him wanting me. When I stood up he was very close because the bathroom was very small. He was still dressed.
I stood still, silently invited him to touch my ass ... he understood and he did. My heart was beating so fast. I felt small and girly.He is taller than me of I guess two inches and heavier. He was close and he kissed me in the neck. It was very touching and surprising. I have never thought I would like to be kissed by a man but he was so gentle ….

He led me to the lounge. He showed me a large sofa and I sat a leg under me to be facing him as he sat next to me.
Moment of silence.

I asked "Do you like what you see" ? ….  as he said yes I took his hand and placed it on my leg at half an inch of my so small and shy cock. If my heart was hot and beating in my chest, my poor little cock was retracted more if even possible.

After a long long minute or two with his hand on my leg, he finally crossed the last inches and took my penis in his hand. At the moment he touched it I sighed so deeply, infinitely, here we were, I was stepping to the other side of my life long fantasies. It was pure happiness.

I was savoring every and each seconds of the situation. My fist time, my first lover, I wanted to feel and remember everything.

He was gently playing with my cock, his hand was warm and it felt good. He was watching what he was doing and I loved the feeling of being watched.

Now it wanted to step a little forward and …. I put my hand on his pants, I wanted to touch IT !!!

Surprise, small, half hard .... just the way I like cocks ! I held it, pressed it, caressed it ….
He gently bent to me and kissed me on the lips. I wouldn’t have guessed how it could be, I mean the feeling of being kissed by a real man. A kiss from a man is strong, deep and ….  I loved it. 
I asked him if he wouldn’t let me see some more of him. He stood up started to undress. Shirt and ....belt ... and finally the pants went down and I saw IT. My breath stopped !
Medium size, thin, uncut half erected, so beautiful. The head pointing a little out of the foreskin, just like I dreamed it would be.

A man naked in front of me, his cock just some inches away and I could look at it. You know not like in the locker room where you can see but not really look.

I took my time, and then I dared taking it in my hand. Oh God, how emotional it was. I couldn't resist the pleasure to play with the foreskin which is a big thing to me since I am circumcised.

Oh God Oh God ... that's about all I could say. He was standing and I was sitting on the couch. He sat back. He took me in his big arms and we kissed again. 
He was playing with my cock that wouldn't get hard. But his beautiful wonder was hard in my hand and at that moment I finally asked him if I could suck it. He gently laid back on the sofa and as I was holding his beautiful cock I bent to him and as I was holding it I opened my lip. My heart is still beating at the memory of that moment, my first time sucking.
First a little kiss on the head and then let it slip between my lips, on my tongue, I was shaking in all my body ! So soft and sweet, cute and hard, it was pouring drops of precum, that tasted like honey on my tongue. I can't tell the feeling of adoration of that cock that overflowed me but for the next two hours I couldn't let it go away from me.
After a long 69 I asked him if he wouldn't like to take me. I wanted to be his, I wanted to feel it. My poor little cock was still small and shy. We couldn't make it hard.
He got some lub and put my legs on his shoulders. I wanted him between my legs, feel his weight on me.

He tried but he couldn't get it in like that so I turned to be on my four. I was breathing short and fast. I felt the head of the cock and I sighed, “please take me now”. He did and at the moment I felt his cock the entering  I knew I would love it.

Warm hard and soft cock getting in me was heaven. A little pain, he stopped, I pushed against him, the feeling was so different to whatever I have had put down there these last 4 decades ! It was soft and warm, smooth and hard but flexible though. Oh my God how I loved that moment.
I was moaning like never. He was deep in me, gently, quietly. At a moment he was about to cum but I said “No” !!! Not now. I knew it would then be over and I wanted that it would last more, much more.

We went to the bathroom and I washed his cock in adoration. 
On our way back he told me that he could have cumed any moment in my ass. So I teased him a bit, rubbing my body against his strong and hairy body. We kissed passionately. The table was just behind me. I sat on it, teasing him more : “You can take me some more if you want ….” He came closer, his strong chest on mine, I was playing with his beautiful penis, I pulled him against me, asked him to suck on my tits. He was hard on them but I loved that. I laid back and told him I was ready, he could come in me again. That time, in a simple move, he was deep in like in a dream, my legs on his shoulder.

In and out like the waves of the ocean, pleasuring me like never. I stopped him one more time and we went back to the sofa.
He wanted to suck me. I laid on my back in the couch and he did. That was so good with a finger in my small hole. 
I asked him for a 69 again and we sucked eachother, I just couldn't stop. I got him hard, let it get down, sucked him hard again. 
At a moment he started to suck harder and faster as his finger was teasing my prostate and felt it, like a giant wave and I cum in his mouth like never !!!!
I was shaking. Eyes closed as he was holding me, again I was shaking.

He cleaned my cock with a paper tissue …. and I told him that now it was his turn.

He stood before me and I took him in my mouth, a hand wanking his hard cock and the other hand holding and caressing his tight balls.

I sucked him harder and begged him to cum in my mouth. I heard him groaning deeply, his cock got harder, more red and I felt it pouring on my tongue, not too much, warm and creamy. I kept him in my mouth until the very last drop and I cleaned his cock with my tongue.

The taste was heaven, I couldn’t resist, I swallowed ….

We washed each other and we dressed up together.
This first time was dream, I wouldn’t have dreamed for a better initiation.

Every word, every details are real and true.

I will go back as soon as possible ....