Just an update on my life, I talked to many wonderful people and have some incredible Mistresses I'm serving (online). One of them told me this morning to spank myself 150 times and thank Her after every ten. So... of course I had to do that, I would never disobey an order like that from Anyone, especially my Mistress. So my butt has gotten itself a nice little spanking, I love when people say they'll spank me, type they're spanking me, or make me spank myself. I'm such a slut, but I absolutely love spankings. I love any kind cane, paddle, ex... But my favorite is hand spankigs just because they're so intimate. I loved being put over someone's knee because it makes me feel like a little naughty girl. Spankings are just the best reward and punishment, I think girl's like me need maintence spankings to remind us of our place too. She gave me 3 months of chastity for being a good girl, bringing me up to a total of five months without cumming. I wish I didn't tell her I was such a chastity slut. I've actually only had a thing for chastity lately, a friend of mine did the chastity challenge. And I acted like a brat to her and her friends running up their time, but they knew the truth. I was just a michevious little pet who was practically begging to be locked away forever. They all know I'm a chastity slut, I was such a brat to them, and but they knew my embarrassing little truth. So that was a fun little fetish I've found out I have, I love being leaky and frustrated, and I believe it is so much better and worse than cumming. I love giving someone all that power over me and I love giving all control over to them. I talked to another friend and we had a long and fun discussion about bondage. Bondage was another thing I would have never considered before, but how she explained it to me made me feel so horny. We talked about how helpless it makes you feel, how much power you give to your partner, and how helpless and dependent you really are. I was so turned on that I started to finger my butt. I love giving up all power, being helpless, I crave to be submissive and let someone rule over my life. I want to give up my free will and serve someone fully. I also have been so much more open to my desires to be a housewife, I've always kept that seperate but now I've told a lot of friends my true desires. I love when my Mistresses and anyone calls me things like a stupid dumb drippy frustrated chaste good slutty sweet domesticated little housewife. Being called Videl also warms my heart. I've been finding out and accepting so much more about myself. I've been talking a lot to people about me serving them, doing my chores, and pleasuring them. Maybe I can ask Them if I could show you some of the conversations, just so I can show the world how much I want to be a good dumb slutty domesticated housewife and homemaker. I just want to be a dumb bimbo shaking my ass for my Master/s and/or Mistress/es, Them slapping my ass, and me doing my household chores. Anway, at the time I'm writing this, today I have to edge ten times, but absolutely no cumming, that was an order by a Mistress and I'll try to make Her proud, doing exactly what she says and wants me to do. I love this so much, I love accepting myself that I want and desire to be a dumb domesticated sweet housewife. Just givivng all control to someone. I love accepting who I am. 

Anyway, thanks for reading, sorry if this was bad or boring, and feel free to message or comment, I'm sure I'll love it. Anyway thanks again, and have a good day :)