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Forgiveness
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the end, I told him I would forgive him. I'd caught him cheating on
me. He swore it was a one-off and wouldn't happen again. We'd only
been married a year and although I was furious with him I wasn't
ready to divorce. I was three months pregnant which he didn't know
yet. But he knew how angry I was. We were sitting on opposite sides
of the kitchen table and he listened with his head down like a
naughty child while I told him all the ways he'd been unforgivably
stupid. He was frightened when I said he should maybe go back to his
mom for a bit to give me some space. I liked his fear. It grew my
feeling of power. A defenceless man is a pathetic sight. The bravado
is gone and what remains is the abject child. I knew my good feeling
was sexual in part. We sat in silence for a few minutes. He didn't
dare speak and there was no need for me to say more. Then I gave him
the choice. He could get out or he could be whipped. Sorry wasn't
enough. He knew from my scowl that I was dead serious which
frightened him some more. He mumbled that he didn't want to go. I
nodded and told him we'd go up to our bedroom. He undressed
awkwardly, hopping from one foot to the other as he fumbled his pants
and boxers off, embarrassed now to be naked in front of me. He even
put his hands over his cock but I ordered him to take them away. His
eyes widened when I produced the whippy switch I'd bought. I'd
decided to make him lie face down on the bed and warned him that any
attempt to escape the blows would mean more. He was obedient now and
resigned. His dociity excited me. I'd been too soft with him for too
long. I'd never had a naked man completely under my control before.
Nor had ever I hit anyone. What realised was how and why people can
inflict violence without qualms. I was no longer angry; I was a
vengeful and righteous goddess. I didn't start in gently. I laid the
switch across his backside hard and sharp. He yelped. I wanted him to
scream, plead, abase himself. He did. I hit him methodically and
without hurry, making him wait in fear for the coming sting. Big red
and blue welts rose on his ass. He writhed. Whack and writhe. Whack
and writhe. He lost all sense of dignity, weeping and beseeching the
mercy I would not grant him. I spoke only to make him repeat his
confessions of guilt. When I looked at my watch, we'd been going for
15 minutes. What lay in front of my was a degraded, sobbing, bruised
wreck of what had been a man. I had done this to a man a head taller
and 50 pounds heavier than me and done it through force of will. I
felt his pain and it felt good. Very good.
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Posted on : Jul 21, 2017
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