Dear Ms. Stewart,

Thank you for contacting me, and for introducing yourself.

I allow myself only obsession. The alternative is mediocrity, which I deplore.

Though a lifelong sissy faggot, I undoubtedly still have much to learn. As my Mistress, my Teacher, my Muse, you may expect that I will exceed your expectations. Service begins where expectations end. Service – servitude – is my modus operandi, my psychological disposition, my most ardent desire. A vast surrender is my only strength.

I feel that I must inform you here, in all due respect, that my writing is explicit, unencumbered, unrestrained. I certainly do not mean to offend, but I believe that just because one is offended does not mean that he or she is right. Concealment and invention are as important as honesty and reality. Love lies in mystery rather than in identity. Despite and still, for all the world to see, I am an open, out, and proud faggot who has always felt like a girl, then a woman, and behaved as such.

Fem, first, or faggot? It is impossible to determine which came first – my love of all things pink and girlie, my feeling that I was a girl inside and out, except for my little worthless sissyclit instead of a vagina, or my love of cock, of sucking cock, of getting fucked, of being a boi, then a bitch, to be used by boys and men, a cum dump, to be seeded and bred by any and every cock, just like I was a girl. I never went through any other phase. I never felt like a boy. I was never sexually attracted to girls. Always, always, always, I have been a sissy faggot. Years before my seventh birthday, with my father as my guide, I crossed the threshold forever into the realm of homosexuality. It was on my seventh birthday, after all those years of preparation, that my father fucked me for the first time, entering me with the whole of his cock, and cumming not just barely inside as he had been doing, having yielded at long last to my earnest pleading for such, but deep, deep inside me, filling me with his hot semen. Though I never questioned my sexual orientation, having been fucked for real, my adoration of cock blossomed into obsession, which has never faltered, never waned.

For years now, I have been on phytoestrogen and other feminisation hormones. My ass is well rounded, my sissytitties are puffy and pokey, and are very, very sensitive, and my sissycliitty has shrunk to the size of a plump little clit. I have never stopped sucking cock and getting fucked. My sissycunt permanently gapes, welcoming all cocks. I have always loved licking and tonguing yummy buttholes, too. I especially love them either well fucked, or shitty, or both. I did not start out nice and go to naughty. I have always been naughty, dirty, nasty, filthy. As such, I have always drunk pee and eaten shit. My body is smooth naturally. I shave my asscrack, my tight little balls, and the base of my sissyclit every couple of days. I still colour my nails, wear makeup, and expose my clit and cunt, but I seldom go out in full drag. I am a cockwhore, a cumslut, a sissy faggot. I dress like that, like a whore, a slut, a sissy. I have never hidden who and what I am. I am so very proud to be the filthy little faggot I am.

I look forward to our working with you, for you. Your wish is my command.

Most sincerely,

Nathaëlle Lopette Salote