I took everything except the last few blog entries down, and deleted all the incest related galleries. I stuck everything in an archive file and tucked it away.

I feel like I want to go lie in her arms and just die now.

Some day things will be better. Some day I will feel happy again. . . .I guess.

There's only one thing I can say right now that makes these tears worth what they have cost me, and that is that I will not have to cry them alone.

In less than 2 weeks I return to my apartment, but unlike the past, when pain and sorrow hit me I can call my Mom and be comforted. I gave a Lot for that. . . .but I would have given ANYTHING! 

                                                                            ~ Tabby