Hi Everybody,

 As you may be aware, I am currently vacationing with Mom for the last time as lovers. When I return home on August first I will be returning to my old apartment, not to Mom's house. I will be beginning a new life and putting incest behind me. This is truly the LAST thing I want to do, but I really have no choice. We will be entering family therapy on the 4th in order to start getting our Mother/Daughter relationship back on track in a non-sexual direction. Please, please. .. do NOT send me messages encouraging me to continue this relationship, or admonishing me for ending it. I have to assume that your motivation is primarily that you think it's 'hot' and are not corncerned about how carrying on would be endangering us, especially my Mother.

It is NOT the same thing fantasizing about forbidden sex as it is actually living in a forbidden sexual relationship. Once you cum, you go back to good old comfy reality, but incest IS my reality day after day, 24/7. What seems incredibly sexy for an afternoon's wanking, is an entirely different kettle of fish when you have to deal with all the ways such a relationship effects your daily life and may impact your future.

We knew when we began our love affair that it could not carry on long term. We came to an agreement about when to end it, and that moment is very soon approaching. It's going to be hard enough dealing with this change, I don't want too many reminders of what I have to give up. When I first became my Mom's lover, it was cathartic to have this forum in which to post pic galleries and diary blogs examining and expressing my feelings, since I couldn't do that in real life. Other people became interested in my story and entertained by my blogs and galleries, and interacting with them was sometimes fun, and could even be emotionally supportive. A very few wonderful people really reached out to me as friends and have been remarkably caring and loving towards me, even when I needed to cry and was miles from feeling sexy.

But now, what had been an important means of self expression has become a painful reminder of losing something profoundly dear to me. . . . . so I will be removing this content from my profile page.

I'm taking down the blogs, ALL the blogs in which I've talked about me and Mom. I'm also removing all the galleries referring to me and Mom. It's hearbreaking to do this, it's almost like burning love letters from someone you still adore, but I either have to do that or just stop coming here at all. The constant reminders are just too painful. It will be bad enough that guys will likely continue to ask about Mom for awhile to come.

I won't remove everything right away. The blogs will be first, then the galleries. If any of you want to save the pics, you have a little time to do so.

When I return home in August, I will start dating a girl I've known for a little while. I'm not expecting it to be very seriously romantic or sexual, but she wanted to go out with me, and it may be good for me to be dating rather than laying around crying all the time. I don't know yet if I'll elect to mention her much in blogs . . . .but I guess we'll see. I'm not even sure if I WILL be blogging much at all anymore. Again. . . we'll see.





                                        Thank you again for your love, support and kindness ~ Tabby