I'm such a horrible person. I knew better, but I just couldn't help myself. For a year now I've been obsessing about Julianna; you know the saying - you always want what you can't have. So when the opportunity came up I jumped at it (and literally jumped Jules). But I'm such a terrible person for seducing her on the rebound. Yeah, her total jackass of a boyfriend had been cheating on her. When she found out she took it extremely hard. As a friend I was completely there for her. As a total horny nymph I just couldn't help myself. So, I just had to share what happened...

As I mentioned, I've had the hots for Jules for this last year. She is (was) as straight as the come, but my flirtatious nature just couldn't resist teasing and taunting her. She took it all in stride, always laughing it off. I've been calling her Jules instead of Julianna for a while now. I told her it's because Jules sounds like jewels, and that she is a diamond in the rough - that there is a hidden lesbian deep inside her just dying to come out and play.

So a few weeks ago she found out her asshole boyfriend had been cheating on her, which is just stupid as hell considering how great she is. All her friends have been there to support her, including myself. I really didn't intend to take advantage of the situation or her vulnerability. I was sincere when I offered that her and I should get away and go backpacking. She thought that was a good idea, and so we headed out for two nights. Where the season is just starting to get into full swing, and that it was during the middle of the week that we went, we had the trails and tent sites largely to ourselves.

At the car Jules had joked to me about my exhibitionist streak and if I was going to hike naked. That's all the meagre encouragement I ever need. I stripped off my clothes, took the rest out of my pack and left them all in the car. Jules thought that this was hilarious and that I was totally crazy. I encouraged her to do the same, but she wouldn't. (And yes, we encountered five other hikers during this time. I had fun). Also, I did finally convince her to go skinny dipping with me on the second day.

First night we were tired from the hike, and after setting up our tent we pretty much just relaxed and then crashed out. The next day we did some hiking from our site, and some skinny dipping as mentioned. By the evening is when things started to become real interesting. We both had each brought a bottle of red wine in our packs, and I also brought a bottle of Glayva (my favorite). During supper we started to drink and by the evening had a great buzz going. We talked, gossiped, and naturally trashed her ex-boyfriend like nobody's business, and I do think this was very cathartic for Jules. But it also did put her in an emotionally vulnerable, and drunken, state.

My flirtatious nature is simply always present. I really didn't intent to seduce Jules, I was not trying to be malicious. She had enough to deal with already. But slowly I felt my teases and sexual energies gaining traction and perking her interest. She had never joked back to me, so when she started (very subtlety) I was quick to notice. And so after probably at least an hour of teasing and sexual tension, we eventually found ourselves in our tent. When Jules said that she just wanted to forget all about her jerk-ex, I promised that I could indeed do that for her.

The first kiss was electric, that's the only way I can describe it. Having sex with Jules was beyond incredible, even though the sex was just okay. It sounds like an oxymoron but it is true. I've yearned after Jules for so long, so it was just so wonderful to finally be with her. But the sex itself was actually quite below standard. Jules was just so nervous and reserved, which was natural. We kissed and made out forever, both our hands exploring each other's bodies. Jules even fingered me a few times. But she wouldn't commit to oral sex. She did allow me to go down on her, which was so much fun, but then after Jules orgasmed I knew there would be no way that she was going to reciprocate. However, she did watch with interest as I then finally brought myself to climax (twice).

I had already known this was going to be a one-night stand; I was under no illusion about that. I guess in the end I'm really pleased that this didn't ruin our friendship. The next morning we had "the talk". Jules told me how she really valued me as a friend, and she was thankful that I have been there for her during this tough time, but that she just isn't interested in a lesbian relationship and that last night was about needing comfort. In the end she actually thanked me for it! But I still feel like a horrible person for catching her on the rebound, which this feeling is in direct conflict with the sexual satisfaction I got from this camping trip overall.

Please dream of me (and Jules),

Stacy