Before I went through puberty, I was exposed to Playboy that my brothers would hide in the bathroom.  I was intrigued at the beautiful women in these magazines and the idea of exposing their naked body for the entire world to see.  They all had nice bodies and seemed proud to have the opportunity to show off their assets.  Their bodies were wearing exotic clothing ( which I did not have) and sometimes swim suits or sports clothes ( which I did have).  They all had nice large bulging breasts with big bushes and me,  I had neither.  Living in the country, I had skinny dipped with my brothers and their (male and female) friends and no one ever made a big deal about being naked.  I was intrigued. 

Sometimes when I was alone, I would go into my mother's closet and try on her different outfits and reinact ( in front of my mirror)some of the photoshoots that I saw.  I filled up balloons with water to fill out my mother's bra's and dresses and I even cut the hair on my dolls with my mom's 2 sided tape from her sewing kit and taped it onto my pubic mound and vulva to make it look like I had pubic hair.  I felt older and a little aroused.  I even took my parents polaroid camera and took a couple of photos so I could be one of the models that I had grown to admire. I hid these pictures from everyone because I had no idea what to do with them but I liked to look at them on my own dreaming of being an adult.  I got pretty good with the camera and how to place it to get different angles  Seeing ladies dressed up was something I didn't see much of out in the country.  I really had no idea what sex was and the erotic world other than playboy.  This changed my life and my views on exhibitionism.  My Ifap page is the direct result of my actions as a pre-adolescent.  

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