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He
heard his parents come upstairs to their room next to his. He knew
they would not go straight to sleep. Earlier, he had noticed the way
his mother had been attentive to his father, smiling at his remarks
and being soft with him. Once, when she thought Tom wasn't watching,
he had seen her run her fingers through his father's hair. Now he lay
patiently in the silent dark, listening. He imagined his parents
undressing, his mother carefully folding each item of clothing as she
removed it, placing it tidily on the green velvet armchair on her
side of the bed. In his mind he accompanied the removal of each
garment: her dress, her tights, her sensible white cotton knickers
and finally her little bra that she didn't really need to wear. He
knew the order because he had often seen her at home or changing at
the beach. She had never been prudish with him. Now she was naked,
her sweet little breasts and her lower belly palely framed by the
honeyed tan of the rest of her body. Her dark bush that she would not
shave although his father had asked. The request made her giggle but
she still refused, claiming shyess. I'd feel like a child again, she
had said. She slipped easily between the sheets beside his father.
Soon it would begin. The night silence would be interrupted almost
imperceptibly by murmurs and the rustle of gently shifting bodies,
naked bodies fondled by caressng hands that sought and groped moist
and secret places with their unique and tantalising aromas. Although
it was almost pitch dark and there was of course a wall between their
room and his, Tom had a clear vision of his mother's mouth reaching
for his father's as his father's hand delved at the sweet cleft
reserved for his fingers between her open thighs. Only his father
touched her there. He imagined her hot breath on his own face and her
whispered endearments in his ear as she encouraged his father to take
her and be deeply inside her. The sounds of lovemaking, of panting
and low animal grunts, were more audible now, his parents absorbed in
a shared cocoon of pleasure and careless of the world outside it,
including Tom which gave him a pang of excluded pain. His father was
fucking his mother whom he, Tom, loved with such a pure and powerful
adolescent love that he dared not speak of it to anyone. Do not hurt
her, he thought. Be gentle. Should he hate his father lying on top of
his naked, defenceless mother and thrusting himself into her body?
There was no answer to the question. The rhythmic creak of their bed
seemed to go on for ever until suddenly it stopped and he knew his
mother's fucking was over. They were lying side by side, consummated
and panting. He let his hand seek his own hardness and quickly
release its own tribute to his mother's submssion.
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