I have to get this out Helen in the hopes you read it.

I love you 

 I think about you all the time lately, I want you and I want to make love to you.  But as much as I want this for us I want the Cuckold lifestyle too.  We are an amazing pair, we go great together and that will not change but  I also believe you would go great with a well hung black gemtleman, in some ways BETTER.

Something inside me tells me this is right.  I know what I offer you in the bedroom but I believe a black man offers you so much more. As a lover you bring fire, passion, intensity and confidnce and I know that would be ampliphied with a black man as a lover. I know your desire for a black man exists and the natch is struck for you to fulfill that desire

I see a sense of innocence and vulnerability in you with a hung black man in bed, unsure what to expect, how to feel and waiting to be guided by him through it all.  

 I want this to happen and I want to try to contact Isaac and propisition him and invite him to be with you.  I want to do this where this is comfortable for you and him.  A hotel room would be nice but I invite you to have him to our house where we can entertain him with drinks. music and set the mood so when you are ready you can guide hom to our bedroom.

Let's not hesitate, we both have talked,  I want it to be the time for us.

I get worked up thinking about the skin contrast between you and a black man.  Wanting to watch your pale white skin blend into your black lovers enony skin as your bodies merge and your hands glide across each others bodies and you explore his manhood while he explores yourt fiminity   

Are you scared, because I know I am scared and nervous as fuck.  It's because this was unthinkable for us at one time.  We are not supposed to do this but we choose to.  This is taboo, you are a married white woman submitting to a black man.  I'm supposed to be jealous but I'm not, I'm glad to watch a hung black man satisfy you.    

This about us.  We get to decide how we want our relationship.  We can invite another man into it for our own desires. I can relinquish mt authority over you and you get to grant a well endowed black man power over you as a lover.  I know you enjoy the thought of someone authoritative in bed and................................

I have to believe at some point having a black man for a lover has crossed ypur mind, such as the drunner at the NCO Club.  Like you heard black men were well endowed, like I have heardand seen,  and are great at sex and that drummer you talked to was the chamce you wanted to take to be with a black man.  Or it was you being around Isaac, liking him and in awe of his size and build and he had you thinking about him not just as a coworker but a man, a big black man you could picture yourself with or wanted to be with in bed.  If you have ever flirted with the idea, fantasized abou it I want you to have the chance to fulfill that desire.

 I get you will have a new set of unforeseen emotions with a black man, it's impossible not to. The way I see it Helen is you and him are two natural forces coming together and you are being allowed to acknowledge a black man's presence in ways you thought were denied and forbidden until now.   

Black men and white women are amking up for lost time.