It's saturday evening and my head is going to explode because of my feelnigs.I maybe quite popular and favorite here,but my thoughts are flying about one bad question.Why I'm not popular elsewhere,if I'm popular here?Maybe it's because in real I'm ugly for outer world and I'm not much talk to other people outside.But here,where everyone see only my ''little friend'',I have lot of attention.Maybe that friend is only thing,what isn't much ugly as everything else on me.Yeah,I'm very pesimistic about me,because I'm not very successful in real life.I'm 24 and I never had any girl,even get a kiss from anyone.So we can't talk about my sex life,because it's something unreal for me today and doesn't exist.I have depressions because of it,that is the reason,why I create this profile and start to take photos of myself.I was thinking that will ease my loneliness,but answer is no.I'm only easing my horny meter,but not much.After every masturbation I'm crying without reason,but I think that my head wants to say me ''do something!you can do this with girl,not alone''.Maybe it's not about that I'm not have sex yet,maybe it is about i want to feel love to some girl,and sex life will be one of the benefits.If this someone will read someday,he can say ''you are an idiot,what you writing there about?It is a site with sex,not with some love things!'' but I think love and sex are together better.I have one demand for my first sex.I want to have it with girl who I love.You may think I'm fool to wait for it,but I think when I tell to girl I've waited for her to give her my virginity,maybe she will understand how much I love her.

Sorry for it,but my head is full of this and sometimes I can't think about something else.So,if you have any words to it,bad or good,please write.