Notes.  Just notes for today.  I'm recently "enhanced" by one Big Jelly Bean; already a 6+ and climbing.

Today was a No Shit No Weed day.  Work won't wait.  "Behave yourself and get busy!"  Those should have been my first thoughts as I awoke, rather than, "I am a sissy faggot," which was still swirling in my feminized and rather residually stoned mind.  So, what did I do?  Well, I made an effort.  I'll give myself credit for that.  After Wife left, I got dressed as a Normal Boi, jerked off twice to keep the slut chemicals from dissovling my brain, and I started work.

Within minutes my fingers had idly swiped a hidden window into view.  Further in view were several well-hung shemales who were engaged in reciprocal acts of bliss.  I felt a rush of arousal.  Whoosh!  Work began to take a back seat to more frequent diversions back to sissy porn.  Shortly, the blissed-out, dreamy feeling had engulfed me entirely, and I sat entranced by relentless erotic cravings.  

I popped a Jelly Bean.

Now I'm dressed all in black, like a, well, like a sissy faggot transvestite feminized submissive hypno-slave.  Very much like that.

Helpless.  Happily addicted.

/Heidi