Yesterday evening, I visited a regular. He always pees in my mouth several times during my visits. I suck his cock, and he fucks me. We do it again and again. Between fucks, I like to eat his asshole, to suck and lick his balls, and to suck his dick. He only has a few hours each time when his wife is away; so we make the most of it.

When I left his place, I went straight to the gay sex club. I had been fucked many times already that day, but I needed more, much more. As soon as I got in the place, I went downstairs to the couch in front of the big video screen. A middle-aged man was lying on the couch stroking his dick. I knelt down beside him and started sucking his cock. Desperate for a cock in my ass, after just a few minutes I climbed on top of him, and put his dick inside me. He was happy to fuck me. It felt great when he came. I got off him, and cleaned him up, then I went to the gloryholes to suck more cock. While I was sucking cock, I poked out my round sissy ass to show off my dripping cunt. It worked as always. In no time, a man entered me from behind and started fucking me. The man I was sucking came in my mouth just as the man fucking me came in my ass. I moved on to another dick. In about an hour, I had sucked eleven dicks. Ten men came in my mouth, while seven men fucked me. After sucking two other cocks at the holes, one black and one white, I put them in my cunt. It always feels great to have my ass pinned to the wall by a nice big cock. They came inside me, of course. 

From the gloryholes, I went into the bathroom for a drink. I had had a lot of cum, and I needed to mix it with pee. The first man who came in to pee said that he had just fucked someone. I took his softened cock in my mouth and savoured the taste of his cum and the ass he had just fucked. He peed in my mouth. The next man to come in to relieve himself was also in the mood for more. He peed in my mouth, and then I sucked him, and he fucked me right there in the bathroom. To my good fortune, the third man to enter the bathroom had just been fucked really well. After peeing in my mouth, I licked his cum-filled butthole, and sucked his cock. He was fingering my asshole, so I gladly let him fuck me, too.

From the bathroom, I went to the front lounge area. There are some big couches in there, and a large video screen with constant gay porn. Four men were in the lounge watching the porn. I sat down next to one of the men and took his nice cock out of his pants. I started sucking him. One of the other men got up and started fondling my ass. While I was sucking the first man, I wiggled my ass at the other men. My cunt was oozing with cum. The second man entered me and began to fuck me. He came, and then another of the men entered me. He came, too, and the man I was sucking came in my mouth. While I was distracted, the whole room seemed to fill up with men lined up to fuck me. While they were waiting their turns, I sucked them, getting them hard. One by one, they fucked me, each one cumming in my ass. I lost track at seventeen. I was very happy. I was also still hungry for more.

The club also has private rooms. I never use them, because they cost extra, and because I like having sex in public with everyone else. When I went back to the couch downstairs, three men were sucking and fucking on the couch. From the private room next to the couch I also heard a familiar voice. I was drawn to the activity on the couch, but my instincts lead me to knock on the door instead. When the door opened, there was my gorgeous black friend from the weekend, Nat. He was fucking another man. Nat ensured him that I was cool, then he invited me in and closed the door. I started kissing the man who was being fucked. I grabbed his cock and began to beat him off. Then I started sucking him. Nat continued to fuck him, as I sucked his dick. Nothing could have been more perfect. As Nat was cumming in his ass, he was cumming in my mouth. As soon as I swallowed his cum, I got up, kissed Nat, sucked the cum off his dick, and then began licking and sucking the lucky man’s asshole.

It was late by then and Nat agreed to come home with me again. He told me that he had been at it for a couple of hours. He had fucked several men, and had also been fucked. I told him about the seventeen men who had fucked me in the front room. I was still naked. Nat put all of the fingers of one large hand in my ass, and assured me that he would fuck me once we got to my place. We got dressed, and left.

All the way home I was imagining that beautiful black cock in my mouth and in my ass. As soon as we closed the door, we got undressed. I got on my knees and started sucking. Nat wanted to fuck me right then. We moved to the bed, and I let him, of course. He fucked me long and deep. At last, he came. With him still inside me, he fell asleep. In utter bliss, I joined him.

I am conditioned to getting up early. Every morning at around 6:00 the Korean clerk from the local grocery store comes up before work to have me suck his cock, and to fuck me. His name is Kevin. He starts work at 7:00, and likes to fuck me before he begins. If I am not at home, he leaves me a note. If I am at home, I welcome him, regardless of whoever else I might be with me. I did not close the door to the bedroom. Kevin saw Nat asleep on the bed. Still, without hesitation, he let me suck him, and then he fucked me. I still smelled of the day and night before. It was great to have some fresh cum in me.

After Kevin left, Mike stopped by. He often did before work. He also saw Nat in the next room asleep, lying on his back, his nice big dick relaxed on his belly. I sucked Mike, and then he fucked me. He was accustomed to my well-lubed cunt, to the smell of cum and pee all over my body. He had been stopping by for years.

Mike left, and it was time to get Nat up. I laid down beside him, with my little clittie up next to his face, and started sucking his soft cock.  In no time, he started getting hard. He grabbed my ass, pulled me towards him, and started sucking me, too. I am very, very small, and I usually take care of myself afterwards. I really like Nat, though, and I wanted to cum in his mouth. I just let myself go. It felt good. In appreciation, Nat turned me around, and fucked me really well. I didn’t need to tell him that I had already been fucked twice that morning. He could feel the warm cum still inside. After Nat came his big morning cum in my pussy, I asked him to pee in a large bowl for me. I would drink some of the pee, and douche with the rest. If I do not have another man’s pee to douche with, I douche with my own pee. It feels really good to have my insides filled to pee, especially that of the men who fuck me.

Nat then took a shower, and I made tea. We agreed to see one another more often. Definitely, later in the week. I sent him out the door with a kiss, and prepared for my next guest. I hate to clean up in the morning. I do not want to wash away the smell of pee and cum. Still, I have to make way for the new. I douched with Nat’s pee, showered, and waited for Tom.

Tom is one of my special friends. He lives a couple of hours away, and only gets to town every two or three weeks to see me. Like a number of other friends, I call him once or twice a day for phone sex, and email him every night with a detailed report of my day. In exchange for my attention, he saves his cum for me. Several times a day, when I call him, and reading my emails, he cums into a pint or a quart jar. He is a big cummer. He knows I go to work around 11:00; so today he is going to come by at 9:00. I cannot wait to see how much cum he has for me. It is always at least a pint, and I always savour every last drop of it in front of him. I have told him that I would really like it if he would get other men to cum into his jar for me, too. We will see if he has taken me seriously.

At 9:00, Tom arrived. We kissed at the door, and then he said he had to pee really badly. I got the bowl from the kitchen to catch what I couldn’t swallow, knelt down, and took his big familiar cock in my mouth. He peed and peed. I drank and drank. When he was done, I finished the pee in the bowl, and then sat him down on the couch and started sucking his cock. He was anxious to cum, and did so promptly into my mouth. Then he presented me with my treasure. His quart jar was over two-thirds full with wonderful cum. I asked him if it was all his. No, he said. He had gotten lots of contributions from his friends. I had been up often to meet with him and his friends. I loved to suck them, and they loved to fuck me. I opened the jar. It smelled heavenly. I took my first large mouthful, savoured it with my tongue, swished it around my teeth and gums, and swallowed it slowly. I was in love with Tom just then. The cum mixed with the pee was the perfect cocktail. My stomach was very happy. My mouth was very happy. I knew that there was much more to come.

I put the rest of the jar in a warm water bath in the kitchen sink to heat it up to body temperature. Then I took Tom to my bed, and started licking and tonguing his asshole, sucking and licking his balls, and sucking his cock. It really excites him to see me drinking his cum. He got hard again very quickly, and I laid back and let him fuck me. After he came in my pussy, I got the jar, and, mouthful by mouthful, swallow by swallow, finished his cum. I licked the jar clean. He peed in my mouth again, and then he fucked me again. By then it was time for me to get ready for work. We promised to keep up our wonderful custom, and then we kissed, and he left.

I did not clean up after those nice fucks. I got dressed and left for work. I had to stop by the bank on the way. In the bank parking lot, I locked my keys in my truck. I was in the throes of transcendental joy from all the cum I had just consumed. I could not keep my focus. It was the first time I had done that. I did my business in the bank, and then called AAA. While I was waiting for them to come, a concerned citizen came by to ask if I was alright, standing out by my truck like I was. I told him what had happened, and told him that the only thing that would make it better is if I could suck his cock. To my surprise, he directed me to his van, also parked in the parking lot. In the back of his van, I sucked his yummy cock, and then asked him to fuck me. It was my lucky day. Again, he agreed. He fucked me really well and came big in my already cum-sloppy cunt. When we were finished, AAA came, opened my truck, and I was on my way to work.

After I had been at work for a while, I got up to pee. I could feel the moist cum gurgling from my ass. I really wanted to suck a cock, to get fucked. In the bathroom, standing at the urinal next to the one I was using, was a nice looking man in his early thirties. I could not keep my eyes off his stream of pee, and off his dick. He noticed me staring at him, and turned to face me, his dick in his hand. He asked me if I wanted some. I reached out, took hold of his dick, and led him to a stall. We closed the door, he stood on the toilet seat, and I sucked him until he came in my mouth. When we were finished, he told me that he was having a party that night, and that he wanted me to come. I agreed to be there. His name was Nick.

Back in the office, I managed to check out Craigslist for possible afternoon appointments. A businessman at a hotel downtown sounded good. He wanted someone to suck his cock and maybe more. I made the arrangements via email. After work, I raced downtown. It had been too long since I had sucked a cock, too long since I had been fucked. My host, Bill, met me at the door to his room, and invited me in. Three other men were also there. Immediately, I got on my knees, took his cock out of his pants, and started sucking his cock. One of the other men came over to me, and began to fondle my ass. I dropped my pants and revealed my nice round well-fucked cunt. My ass is always welcoming. My hole gapes open, begging to be fucked. It is obvious that I get fucked often. Men love knowing that they are fucking a well-used hole. Men love to fuck a sissywhore like me. Still with cum in me from earlier, the man had no problem shoving his big dick inside me. He fucked me until he came, and then moved aside for the next man to enter me. Bill had already cum in my mouth, and was trying to get hard again to cum in my ass. I licked and tongued his asshole to help him out. After the second man had cum inside me, the third man entered me. He was quick in cumming, and moved aside for Bill. In heroic fashion, Bill managed to pull it off. He, too, came inside me in short order.

Without giving the men time to think about it, I got fully undressed and went to sit in the bathtub. From the bathroom, I invited them to come in and pee on me. I had plugged the drain, so that we would not waste any of the pee. They all came into the bathroom, dicks in hand, and began peeing in my face and on my body. From the shallow pool of pee I was sitting in, I brought handfuls of pee to my mouth and drank them. From the bathtub, I grabbed a couple of cocks and started sucking them. One at a time or two at a time I sucked them until they were all hard again. I encouraged them to cum on me. They began to beat off furiously, and one by one they came in my mouth and on my face. After that round, I wiped off a little, got dressed, and left.

My next stop was a porn shop downtown that I often frequented. They have an arcade which shows straight and gay movies. I do not go there to watch the movies, but to suck the men who are watching them. I know the management really well. They let do whatever I want. The men in the booths are all beating off to the movies. I just go from booth to booth asking if I can suck them, or if they want to fuck me, or pee in my mouth. It was a good day. Almost every man let me suck him. Six of them fucked me. I think it is a terrible waste to have all that cum spewed out onto the floor. I wish I could be there everyday to take it in my mouth and in my ass. If there was any way I could suck up all that cum on all the floors of the booths, I would. If it is fresh, I dab my fingers in the pools of cum, and then them.

From the porn shop, I had just enough time to stop by the club before going to the party. My first stop was the bathroom. I had consumed a huge amount of cum at the porn shop. I needed some pee to balance me out. The place was busy. The men were generous. Eight men peed in my mouth, four let me suck them and came in my mouth, and three fucked me. At the gloryholes, I sucked some more beautiful cocks. Many of them came in my mouth. It might take a little while to get some to cum, but in the end they almost all do. I am so enthusiastic. I love sucking anonymous cock so much. I beg for the cum. A lot of them also want to fuck me right at the wall. That is truly a sublime experience that I cannot get enough of. One exceptionally huge black cock impaled me to the wall, fucking me until he came massively in my ass. That black man then came around to see who I was. I was sucking another man by then, but I took a break to suck him clean, to lick his ass, and to kiss him. It was love at first sight. He then bent down and sucked me off. I did love him. I came in his mouth to prove it. We hugged and kissed some more, and then I sucked his fabulous cock until he got hard again. In a corner to the side of the gloryhole wall, I put his dick inside me again. It was a particularly delicious fuck. His dick was over ten inches long and thick. Inside me, it felt like it belonged to me, like it was my missing piece. When he came, he sighed with pleasure. Though I was already filled with cum, I could actually feel his load entering my body, as if it were a decisive moment in my life. I knew somehow that that relationship would turn into something special. After he fucked me, we kissed again passionately. He told me he loved me. I said the same thing to him. I told him that I sucked cock and got fucked all day every day, that I lived for cock and cum, but that I recognised that he was really special. He told me that he lived with a partner, but that he came to the bathhouses and to other clubs a lot to fuck other men. I told him that I loved the fact that he fucked lots of other men, and that I wanted more of him, more of that fabulous dick that blessed the cunts of so many lucky men. He asked me if I would sit on his face and let him eat my ass. We went to a nearby couch and 69ed. He squealed with pleasure as he ate the cum out of my cockwhore’s thoroughly, constantly fucked cunthole. Another man got on the couch in front of me and put his ass in my face. While my ass was been eaten, I ate his ass. He had also been recently fucked, and he tasted really good. I was stroking his cock with one hand, and stroking the cock of my new lover with the other. After a while, the man I was eating turned around and came in my mouth. My new lover, his name is Dimeeko, had spent all that time licking and sucking my asshole. Now he wanted to fuck me again. I climbed on top of his huge cock, and took it all the way in deep inside me. While he fucked me, we kissed, our tongues trying their best to fully enter into the very souls of each other. He came again. I loved him. I love him still.   

Reluctantly, I had to leave the club for the night, and make it to the party. I did not know what to expect. Nick would show me a good time, I was sure. I hoped there would also be many more men there, maybe even someone to take home for the night.

Nick lived in a nice house on the hill. When he led me in, I joined six men and three women already there. The doorbell rang, and Nick came back with three more men and two more women. All of them were much younger than I. I had not expected the women. In the large living room, Nick surprised me by announcing me as the guest of honour. In response to this privilege, I did what I do best. I got on my knees, undid Nick’s pants, took out his cock, and started sucking him. At that cue from me, all of the others quickly got fully undressed. As I was sucking Nick, I undressed him, and then I undressed myself.

I had gotten a good head start over the others. I had been sucking and fucking all day. My ass was already bursting with cum. Before I knew it, I was surrounded by men and by women. All the dicks were hard. All the nipples erect. All the pussies wet. Just as Nick was cumming in my mouth, a man started fucking me. One of the women pressed up against me with her whole body, and began to kiss me passionately. Both our asses were in the air together. As I was being fucked in the ass, another man began to fuck her in the ass as well. The men traded asses, mine, then hers, hers, then mine. A number of men came in my ass, and a number came in her ass and pussy. Other girls got involved, but I remained the constant male.

As I looked around the room, everyone else was sucking and fucking, too. The guys were hot, and so were the women. Nick brought one woman over to me, and motioned for me to eat out her cum-filled pussy and ass. It had been ages since I had eaten pussy. I have always been a faggot. I love cock. I love cum. I really have no sexual interest in women’s bodies. Still, I ate her out. The cum tasted good. The pussy tasted good, too. Every possible configuration was tried except that I did not fuck anyone. I remain a dedicated bottom. I sock cock, I lick assholes, and I get fucked. All of the women were doubly penetrated multiple times. I was doubly penetrated multiple times. I kissed both the men and the women. I sucked the breasts. I ate more pussy. I sucked more cocks. Men returned again and again to me to fuck me.

Towards the end of the evening, I suggested that some of the women squat over my face and pee in my mouth. I was trying to be diplomatic. The men joined in, too. Soon, everyone was peeing on everyone else. I was one of the only ones who actually drank the pee. One other woman joined me in my fascination with this wonderful body fluid. In the end, we held each other kissing and sharing piss and cum while all the others peed and came on us.

I love shit, too, and blissfully licked and tongued every butthole I could get to. It was not my party, though; so I had to be content with the intimation of shit rather than the shit itself.

At the end of the night, I wiped off a bit, and said my goodbyes. It had been a good night. Both the men and the women thanked me for being such a worthy participant. We all agreed to do it again some time soon.

As I drove towards home, I still could not put it quite to rest. I needed to be among men again, just men. I needed the gay porn from multiple screens. I needed the gloryholes, the couches, the lounge, the open bathroom. I had to return one more time to the bathhouse for the night. I was hoping to find someone to bring home. Maybe Dimeeko would still be there. I could not get him off my mind. I was finally getting tired. At the lockers in the entrance as I was taking off my clothes, I met Dave, a regular at the bathhouse, and a regular of mine. As I was coming, he was leaving. He had been there for several hours, sucking and fucking. Immediately we started kissing. He got naked, too, and pressed his full body next to mine. His dick was at least eight inches and very thick. On the short couch just outside the locker room, we kissed and hugged each other. We 69ed for a while, and then I sat in his lap while he fucked me. It was so nice. I texted Dimeeko. I told him that I was going home with Dave, but that he could join us if he wanted to. I told him I loved him, and wanted to be with him again soon. I left my address. Then I went home with Dave.

Back home, not long ago, Dave and I sucked and fucked again. Again he came in my cunt. I told him that I had some writing to do, and that he should go ahead and go to sleep. He is sleeping in my bedroom now.

Dimeeko texted back to me. He had been at another gay club dancing, sucking, and fucking. He definitely wanted to see me. I reminded him that I was with Dave, but begged him to come over. He did, of course. As soon as he arrived, we fell onto one another. He had been fucking other men for hours, and I had never stopped being fucked by other men. Still, we needed each other. I had to have his cock inside me. I wanted his cum more than anything. While Dave slept, we sucked and fucked, ate each other asses, kissed madly, and talked about how much we adored one another. After a couple of hours, he said that he had to get home to his partner, or he would worry. He reluctantly left. I reluctantly let him go.

Sex with men usually comes easily for me. I am bold. I think nothing of asking total strangers if I can suck their dicks, if they will fuck me. I need a lot of cock, though, a lot of cum. I have to keep trying new ways to get laid. The bathhouses are always my first choice. There are also other gay bars and clubs. I love all men, but especially gay men. It is different being with a man who also fucks women. I just do not understand it. Why would a man fuck a woman if he could fuck a man, instead. Men’s bodies are everything to me. I cannot look at any man without thinking first of his cock. There are parks where gay men go to pick up other gay men. I visit them all the time. The strip joints and girlie bars all around town also offer plenty of men who want to get sucked, and who want to fuck. They go there to watch the women, of course, but they will usually settle for a man. I love hanging out in the bathrooms at the strip joints asking men to pee in my mouth, to let me suck them, to lick their buttholes, to fuck me. I really do not care about the women. Naked women do not do anything for me. I hardly see them. All I care about is the men, their cocks, their asses, their cum. Seldom do I ask to suck a cock and get refused. Most of the men end up fucking me as well. The other day, I was parked in my car with no urgent place to go when a jogger came by with a sweaty T-shirt and shorts on. While he was stopped at the corner waiting for traffic, I noticed that his dick was big, its shape visible poking out under his shorts. In a second, I got out of my car and went up to him. I told him that I had noticed his beautiful cock. I told him that I really wanted to suck it, and I wanted him to fuck me. To my surprise, he said that we could do that. We went immediately to his place that was just down a block, and in his living room I first pulled down his shorts and sucked his dick, and then he fucked me. We ended up holding each other tightly and kissing. He said that he was married, but he would like to see me again soon, and often.

I am going to get back in bed with Dave. I want to suck on his soft cock while he sleeps. I am so lucky to live this life totally devoted to cock and cum, to everything men can give me. More than just a proud and open faggot, I am a slut and a whore for cock. I have no delusions of being someone I am not. I just want more cock, more cum. Tomorrow will be another day, like every day, filled with sucking and fucking. If I cannot rouse Dave to fuck me; I will just finger my cunt until I cum.   

(Love, as far as I am concerned, it is needs-met. I love Dimeeko. I love many men. I am not, and could never be, monogamous, however. Love is possible for me only when I know that the men I love fuck many other men as well. I am happiest when I know that I am only one faggot in a long, long string of faggots being serviced by a top who will fuck any man indiscriminately. Both Nat and Dimeeko are hiv+. So are many, or most, of the men who fuck me. I never ask. I could care less. The dirtier, nastier, the filthier sex with men is, the better. Delicious, exultant, transcendent sex lies is total submission to my fate as a thoroughly committed sissy faggot whore.)