So just letting it be known. That this piece is total fake and phoney I made it up. If you get offended just hit unfriend me and because its mind over matter! You don't. Matter and I sure as hell don't mind. ..

It hit me like a ton of bricks so I put it here . its so hard for me to dumb it down for FB.

as I wondered around people watching like I do.bahaha. a scent hit me like a ton of bricks. A heavenly scent that she wore and I knew she was close. Real close! So I kept walking and looking at folks. I went into antique shops found stuff to use on willing people for an amazing wild twisting turning ride in a world I created 3 yrs ago. My darktwistedworld is where I go to unleash the demon inside me.. Its sexual its weird crazy and best thing I get to be me there isn't any judging aloud except for god. I can be the dirty perverted old man I really am.. I don't have to worry about other people who smile at your face as that dull dagger they have is shoved and twisted deeper in my back! Why is that you ask. Simple. Very few are allowed here because people lie cheat steal deceive and murder a kind soul as I possess... Its hard for me to walk away from so called friends because I don't quit on them ever.. But when I do in out and only god can bring us back together.. So when I hit the streets of my tappy and free. Till that scent attacks me and I get consumed by her.. Wanting wishing dreaming of to make herself known to Kingdaddy but just a faceless fantasy is all I have. Oh and a laptop and phone.. So I get comfy as only I know how to. And that magical carpet swoops in and off I go exploring. The darkest twisted turn universe of an underground life that I've become.. There people who know people who help me and then they rotten apples start appearing and then I start pulling away slipping into the shadows as I once did because most wouldn't understand the why the way I choose to live life.. We only live once and once in your life a person needs to just say "beep" all and allow god to sort it out. And as I walk down the well lit hallway to the basement of the store im in I walk into a fog but a scent fog her scent. I say please reveal yourself to me. But to no avail... BOOM its gone. So further in the valley of shadow death as I to battle the fight.. I've always be this way but was for a very few people I allow in. So when had enough hurt pain alot of mistrust I closed my borders I then built a structure to protect what is lost of a once pure heart. My heighten and no shit smell of people lingering around me....