Hi Lisa blogging again.

 

I did not even know the term "Hot Wife" existed until a few years ago. Part of the reason a woman chooses

to be this way is control. It is control, making sure men bring their "A Game" as I like to say, do not yell, complain

and control YOU. If you have issues with me, bye so long seeya ..another man can do what you do just fine thank you.

 

After slutting it up after losing my virginity I fell in love in high school not with my husband although he was in the same school

and we saw each other in the halls. No, I had a boyfriend. He was just the most awesome guy, fit, talented and smart. He went on to do well in life, divorced a couple of times. If I had not married my husband, I would have tried to snatch him up after his first divorce. We spent two wonderful years together and when I returned from my first year in college a drunken wreck. He dropped me so fast and refused to return my contact for many many years. Faithful...Heartbreak

 

So, back to one night stands, 1-3 month flings for 7 years or so and a new man entered my life. His opening line was "sorry to stare but you have the most beautiful legs of anyone I have ever seen" He then introduced himself. Rather than just taking him back my apartment we waited and had a date. I went from being a bad girl to lloking like this almost overnight just to make him happy. Oh cannot paste an image. Anyway, wearing pleated minskirts, tights, new shoes, preppy. 

 

He was magical in bed, as they say every girl needs to have one lover in theri life that makes their toes curl. he was that guy.

He made me feel like a girly girl, he was MY BOYFRIEND and I was his girlfriend. Very traditional, he was a man not a wuss.

 

So, went out and got drunk and coked up. He hated that side of me. Then I just hid it from him for a few weeks. Then he caught on and a few fights later he broke up with me. Faithful...Heartbreak.

 

Promised that was the last time. No guy is good enough for me to be exclusive.

 

Last one is my husband. I am not faithful to him. We have it all worked out but we have had stints of 1-2 years

of being entirely exclusive to each other.