There are those that say that sex-addiction isn't real... that it's just like a 'preference for more sex.' Well FUCK. Just FUCK.
I'm 28 and I can honestly say I am absolutely FUCKING ADDICTED to sex. It's not my fault.. exactly. but holy fucking shIIIIT. If you have ever been in this place then you know what I'm talking about.. Actually if you have/are write me, I'd love to share... talk... I probably need to fucking go back into counseling but it didn't really help the first time when I was in highschool and basically got caught fucking in the bathroom. I have had SOOO-MUCH FUCKING PUSSY and it just isn't enough. Period.

It's like this slippery wicked thing that tempts you with pleasure and then DELIVERS along with like guilt and feelings like you're trapped. Like you're held hostage by it.. the pleasure. It's like my penis is a crack pipe. I just look at like a girl in a bikini or I'm at work and see a girl's figure through what she's wearing and I feel this twinge of over-the-top excitement in my head... and a tightening in my pants soon to follow.  

I can say all of this and can even think about it (almost rationally) but none of it really changes the fact that I have three girlfriends who are not girlfriends but just cunts to satisfy my desires. And they use me for theirs. And when I travel for work (which is a couple times per month) guess what?  

Pussy.

"Go on!" my evil mind seems to chide me, "Beg with it! I dare you! See if you can stop the PUSSY from happening!"

And then I watch myself going throuigh the motions i've learned so well... friendly smile, buy her a drink, laugh with her. Be a little sad, a little understanding, and a little rough. Say things you know will work. 

And then I watch us as if a ghost in my perverted life, walk out of the bar. Get into a cab. Go back to her place or my hotel or wherever. 

And my perverted mind just grins and says "TOLD YOU SO!" as I see myself there... just fucking PUMPING another fucking girl, holding her legs wide open, knees up by her ears. 

"You can't make the pussy stop, can you? heh heh heh!"