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I am part of the outcome of the greatest uncontrolled experiment in chemistry since Kekule dreamed the Ouroboros.
I was never like the other children, having been dosed with high levels of PBB through illicitly acquired contaminated beef.
Beef meant to be incinerated due to an unfortunate labeling oversight at the chemical factory mixing up the bags used the estrogen-mimicking flame retardant Firemaster with the cattle feed Feedmaster. Oops.
On a class trip to the Science Center when I was 13 I saw an exhibit on Human Development.
Part of the exhibit covered deviances, and I recognized myself exhibiting the signs of hypo-gonadism.
I never felt the Siren Call of Sex through my adolescence.
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At my peaking college years, I was masturbating regularly, but grew no facial hair.
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Then in my early twenties I just stopped masturbating altogether. Imagine....
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When I was finally diagnosed in my mid-twenties I was found to have the testosterone of an 80 year old man, due to a pituitary tumor.
The cabergoline and testosterone they prescribed to make me more of a 'man', only served to take me on to an incredible journey of self-discovery.
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My natural curiosity, and exemption from the constraints of gender typing have allowed me to push far past the boundaries of shame and guilt.
I accept the World for what it is, I accept Humans for the animal we are.
So I cannot deny cocks are for sucking, and asses are for fucking.
My nipple response turns my ass to jelly.
I cannot deny the truth of it.
And I own it all fully and freely.
These synthetic chemicals, and my medical marijuana have allowed me to enjoy hours of orgasmic activity.
Although I have forgone taking anything synthetic for months and still had very worth while sessions.
I find it meditative, and deeply relaxing.
A brave new world indeed.
It was this story of a Brit that gave me the final inspiration to really push my whole mojo over the edge and turn it up to 11.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-1334049/Pete-Shepherd-Cabergoline-effects-turned-sex-crazed-transvestite.html
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