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Mr Travis
– he insists on formality and I call him sir – is 69, the owner
of a prosperous business in a midwest state and the father of four
girls. He's a handsome man who looks distingushed with longish,
carefully-brushed silver hair and a neat moustache. He works out
daily, plays golf and cycles and has a well-proportioned physique
that is still lithe although there's a slight paunch. I know this
because he's completely nude, sitting in an easy chair in the motel
room where we've met. He's just finished masturbating in front of me
and he's still fondling his semi-erect penis, smiling with the
satisfaction of a pleasure fulfilled. I've never met him before and I
won't meet him again.
Masturbating
in front of complete strangers is his secret vice. “I like to track
down the men and women who want to watch me masturbate,” he's
telling me. “That's their secret and I spend a lot of time finding
them. In the old days, it meant spotting the coded small ads in
magazines. It's easier with the Internet. I've done it occasionally
by webcam and I could do it with prostitutes but I don't because I
want the person-to-person contact with someone who's as engaged as I
am. I want the watcher to enjoy seeing me do it as much as I do
masturbating in front of them. I want them to be involved which a
prostitute wouldn't be. I have a couple of regular wank buddies where
I live but this stuff, what we're doing now, is always a one-off with
strangers which is part of the thrill for me, getting my clothes off
and doing the taboo thing while they watch. I love that.”
I ask him
what sort of people they are. He shrugs. “All sorts, all ages, both
sexes” he says. “I don't mind either men or women but some of my
best experiences have been with women. It's mostly men as you can
imagine. I had an old lady of 80 once who hadn't seen a man naked
since her husband died 30 years before. I let her touch me which I
don't usually do. Another time, I had a mother and her 16-year-old
daughter who wanted to know what their husband and father looked like
when he wanked. That was really fabulous for me, the two of them
there and the way they talked about the guy.”
“What
do you get out of it?” I wanted to know. He squeezed his cock which
was hardening again. “You know, I can't really explain it. All I
know is that I get a huge thrill from sitting here now, being nude in
front of you and masturbating while you remain fully clothed and
watch. It's like you are seeing the real me. I've always felt this
way about this kind of masturbation. I had a normal sex life with my
wife – we have four daughters – but if asked to define my kind of
sexuality, I would say I was a masturbator. I masturbate any chance I
get. Always have. Must have done it thousands of times and it's
never enough. When I was a teenager, I was in a group of boys who
jerked off together. But I noticed that what really gave me a kick
was being naked with a boy who had clothes on. At that age, no one
thought my behaviour unusual although I knew myself that it was. As I
got older, there were fewer opportunities for that. I tried flashing
and exhibitionism but it wasn't the same and as a young man I was
frightened of getting caught.”
He was
stroking his cock harder as he explained this to me and began to wank
seriously, eyes closed, head tilted back, pelvis raised a little
above the chair, his left hand gripping his balls while he pumped his
cock hard with his right fist. The room was absolutely silent, Mr
Travis masturbating, me watching, until the moment of release as he
spurted white gold on the carpet in front of him and released a long
sigh of pure pleasure.
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