I met my wife in 1999, we got married in 2001. My wife Lindsay was open to anything sexually, as long as it just involved the 2 of us. She loved oral, both ways, loved anal, and loved to have sex anywhere, especially outdoors, where there was a chance that we might get caught, or be seen. During our affair before we got together then married, we had been meeting up a couple of times a week, and every time we met up we had sex, usually in a layby in my car, but occassionaly in a hotel is she could get away for a night.

 

After we got married, it meant we could have sex whenever and where ever we wanted to, as long as the kids were not likely to disturb us. For about the first year of our marriage we had sex at least twice a day, more ofter if we were both off work, and to be honest it surprised us both that it took her almost 18 months to get pregnant. In december 2003, Lindsay gave bith to the most beautiful set of twins, a boy and a girl. Lindsay took her maternity leave, then when she was due to go back to work we decided that I would stay at home to look after the children, as she was earning a lot more than me.

 

Being a stay at home father was a lot harder than I thought it would be, but was very satisfying as I got the chance to get to know Lindsay's kids a lot more. Lindsay was also a lot more relaxed when she came in from work, as she knew she did not have to feed and bath the kids, giving us more time for sex. Lindsay started each sex session by sucking my cock, before I fucked her pussy, then she always wanted me to cum into her ass.

 

Life was great, she was earning a good amount, and the kids and I got most of what we wanted, we had nice cars and went on good holidays, all the kids had tv's in their rooms and games consoles. And MY sex life was fantastic !!!

 

On Friday 01 Nov 2013, Lindsay had just left work and was going to get her bus, when she was hit by a car, the driver was drunk, she was pronounced dead on arrival at the hospital. It was the worst day of my life, I did not know how I was going to survive without her, but I knew I had to carry on to look after our children.

 

The next few weeks were hell, but I managed to survive by watching the videos that we had taken during our sex sessions, wanking while I watched them, and thinking about the night I had had with Lena...