When I was 14 and coming to terms with my intense sexuality, I one day wrote in my diary a set of "rules" for myself that I wanted to follow. When I was 19 and moving out of my house, I came across this and was shocked at how much it had already guided my sexual adventures. I had removed that page from my old diary, placed it in a picture frame, and to this day it still sits on my bedside table. This is what it reads:
Stacy's Ten Commandments of Sexuality
1) Thou shall act flirtatious and alluring, thus sharing thy emotional sexuality with all
2) Thou shall dress provocative and revealing, thus sharing thy physical sexuality with all
3) Thou shall maintain thy vagina mound in a constant state of complete bareness
4) Thou shall remain nude at every moment thy situation permits
5) Thou shall vigilantly seek out acts of fellatio and savour thy man's seed
6) Thou shall seduce and convert thy friends to lesbians
7) Thou shall masturbate with great frequency, regardless of thy location
8) Thou shall surrender thy sexual energies and submit wholly to the lust and desires of others
9) Thou shall be willingly stripped, restrained and bound through the whims of others
10) Thou shall eagerly accept spankings and tickle torture as correct means of discipline and control
Of course this did not end up covering all of my eventual perversions. It was some time later that I developed my love for sexual cosplay, role-play, and fantasy rape. And at the time I had no idea erotic hypnosis even existed. Some things have stayed true though, such as my bald pussy. I haven't had a single pubic hair grow out ever in my entire life. Now after two years of electrolysis hair removal (longer process but better than laser hair removal) I will be forever bare down there (and I also had my armpits and legs done). Other commandments are now so easy I don't think about them. I'm a "house nudist"; once home I immediately strip down and stay that way. When I first moved out alone and now living with Claire this nudism is easy, but when I was living with my parents it created some heated arguments I had to persevere through. Other commandments have still never seen their full commitment. Although I have had some great sexual experimentation with a number of my female friends, the strong majority of them have remained straight (to their loss), and I do not consider that I ever managed to "convert" someone. And although I'm very eager about oral sex, I routinely pass on so many drunk men trying to hit on me while I waitress at the bar, so I still have many limits there. But the essence of these great words I still very much live my life by.
Please dream of me,
Stacy
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