The object of my heterosexual lust and desires seems to have made it clear that that source if pleasure has dried up for ever. My gf has problems with her knees and hips, so that sex there looks pretty much unlikely too.

I do not want to be exclusively homosexual in my pleasures, yet it seems that women do not gain their sexual encounters on the Internet. It sometimes seems there are NO women on the Internet ( unless someone can point me in  the direction of a genuine straight sex site, and not the fake profile money pits which lie as traps for the unwary).

I'm doomed to a sex less life it seems.