i don't work at starbucks anymore.

I am now working at a gas station/minimart in the middle of nowhere. I still never wear panties to work, and always wear skirts, but in this situation I can wear tacky clothes and my boss doesn't know, so my thing is to always wear pink. But I absolutely have to wear a bra.

I am more experienced now, with men, but I have not actually told a man that I desire to be used the way I do. 

I don't have a boyfriend right now (just broke up).

I masturbate every day at least 2 times  a day but usually more. 

I don't have access to the internet at work, so I print the pictures at home and bring them to work in my purse.

i am interested in hurting myself at work. I already masturbate at work, when there is nobody around. I would like to get caught, but I am also afraid of loosing this job, kinda. 

Sorry I stopped blogging for so long. 

Way back when, I tried some of the suggestions when I was working at Starbucks. I have a lot of time alone at this job, unlike Starbucks.

I will try to do anything any of you tell me to do, as long as I can, and if it does not make me feel like I am gonna loose my job over it.

april