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Nana knows best
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I am extremely thankful for my Nana, my Mommy, my Cargiver, my Domme, my Mistress,my Goddess. The most difficult, and most exciting, thing about being a submissive is giving up control. Part of the reason why it took me so long to submit, part of reason why it took me so long to try to live my fantasies was because of fear. Chastity for example is the best example. Even before I met my previous Mistress/Domme, I used to fantasize about being locked up in chastity and being denied. The funny part was, back then I used to masterbate (several times a day) bringing my self to orgasm after orgasm, dreaming of being denied those very orgasms. No-one ever truly wants to give up one of the greatest feelings on Earth. Slowly with my previous Mistress/Domme, my orgasm were strictly limited, making my rare orgasms even more powerful. I hated and loved every minute. Now with Nana, the same routine has continued. I have not had an orgasm in over 4 months. I have been milked, sure. Just last night, Nana secured me to my crib and using her fingers and vibrator, freed me from my chastity device and edged me several times until I was acutally crying in frustration. Nana told me repeatedly she does this, not to torture me, but so my little pee-wee doesn't break. She doesn't want me to go completely impotent. She says it is important for me to never forget about my little sissy clit and that I never forget what it was like to orgasm and cum like a real boy. Then comes the question... "But your not a real boy are you?" The answer of course is "no". I am not a real boy, I never really was. I am a sissy. I then thanked her for reminding me and then thanked her again as she iced down my gentials then locked my chastity device back into place. Nana then lovingly let me sit in her lap, holding me tight, she gave me kisses to my cheeks and forehead, she promised she would always take care of me and treat met exactly they way I needed to be treated. She told me again, it was not punishment or torture, but it was because this was what I needed. Nana truly knows best and without a doubt she will always take of me exactly the way I need to be taken of.
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Posted on : Nov 13, 2016
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Commented on Nov 29, 2016
So update on this, two weeks later... last night I had another long tease and denial session. Nana edged me several times and for what seemed like hours. She then had me beg her not to allow me to cum. When she asked if I deserved to be milked, I said no, I begged not to make any kind of cummies. She was so proud of me!! I felt so good making her happy!
However, I had a wet dream last night!! Nana told me I was very naughty, even if I can't control it. I still made cummies without permission. So I was spanked twice today, given a punishment enema, ben-gay applied to my balls, and spent most of the day kneeling in my time out corner.
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