Born Elizabeth but just Betha/Beth now.

A 40 yr old divorcee from a marriage that was not made in heavens nor was it meant to last.I diverted myself to drinking for the months to follow. Aimlessly...... I had a decent job I had more than enough to take care of myself , pamper myself. But destiny had different plans....

It happened 9 years ago but feels like yesterday that I met 'Him'. Yes 'Him' that is how am supposed to address him. We met 9 years ago....we began to meet often one thing led to another he surely wasn't looking for any martial bonds and that did bother me somehow.

Today I sit in our drawing room as I write this. 9 years I have been living here! Feels like I just moved in yesterday... I am 'His'. He owns me am 'His' property. An Interracial couple to the outside world... But behind the closed doors and thick walls we are nothing like it. Am his slave He is my Master.... A white woman slave to her Black Master!

A tempting tabboo its all carnal that's what he assured me 9 years ago. I took a bold step blindly and I never regretted it.... Am His slave...a maid that takes care of His house. A toy for His pleasures. I relish my role.... I submitted willingly with my eyes closed and my body and heart wide open. I accepted it....deep inside I knew this is what I was meant to be. For Him am just his slave ....a sow for his carnal pleasures. A toy to satisfy his deviant kinks. A white woman to relish on...

For me He is my everything.... am the mother to our two beautiful blacks children.
But behind the closed doors and thick walls He is my Master....
-Betha