Okay, so here it is. I'm not used to blogging, vlogging, jogging, or

whatever this thing is about me telling my personal history. So

please bare with me.

So my first kiss I guess, if you can even call it a kiss, happened
back when I was 7yrs old. I was out in the playground near my
mom's friend apartment. I was there with a bunch of other kids.
I had accidentally cut my finger. Now while I was attending to
my wound this girl, at least I thought it was a girl, had come
over to help me. After helping me she gave me a kiss on my
left cheek and then took off running. I didn't understand at the
time but as it turned out that she was a he. That was my first
exposure of male male action. That happened around late summer
to mid fall. Later on that same year I was out on a family night out
to the movies. We watched Robocop. I remember cause to a 7yr old,
a movie about robotos and cops as one was the greatest thing in the
world. It was on the trip home was when I saw something that
peaked my interest even futher into the same sex relations.

It was at around after midnight and we were walking home
when we passed a group of young men just hanging out. I
guessed that they were in there late teens early 20's.
All of them dressed in Black tight pants, tight black
shirts, and black leater jackets. I can't remember if they were
dared or if they were called out on their feelings towards each other
but they walked towards each other and begain a long passionate kiss.
It wasn't just a few secounds long but a few minutes long. I was so
intregued. I remember that at that time I wanted to be there to see
what would happen next. To be a part of it. To do what they were doing.
I wanted what they had. I wanted to be with them. They had the
freedom to do what they wanted, to be who they were comfortable
to be. All before I understood what it was. To me, it was the coolest thing
in the entire world.

And I still beleive that to this day.