I was 19 when I got my first actual job as a photography coordinator for a pretty well-known event photographer in the valley where I live. It kept me busy and I was working a lot of evenings and weekends. I helped schlep equipment and he even lent me a camera back with a halfway decent lens and had me take 'B-roll' shots that he could use. A good way to get practice.

What I hadn't counted on was the way the *experience* I had been getting ... namely having the ever-living-shit fucked out of me by an older woman and my kinda-sorta 19 yo girlfriend... the experience seemed to translate into a funny kind of confidance around women. Like I wasn't even trying but found it easy enough to kind of move among them, talk to them.. touch them on the arm or whatever in a non-creepy way... However the confidance was manifesting itself, it was translating into some surprisingly easy sex. Especially at weddings and with women in their late 20s & early 30s.

I think women are psychic. If a woman is looking for a certain kind of guy for simply having sex, she can just look right into your simple-soul and tell that you are good for it.

It was this watershed kind of time... like an overwhelming thrill when I realized I could just look into a girl's eyes and tell that,
literally within 20 minutes or so, we'd probably be upstairs in her hotel room. And this happened time and agan and again...