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A big part of my current behavior is jacking off to pics here on Imagefap. But the main part of my current behavior that I have been hijding for some time is that I am looking at porn, wearing a bra and slip, and jacking off with my father-in-law.
We we both love to talk about our fantasies, show each other the porn that we are jacking off to, and jack off and cum in front of each other.
My father-in-law (who is married to his wife, my mother-in-law) says that he is bisexual but I really believe he's at least 75/25 gay. I mean, I know he's been married to his wife his whole adult life, but all of his extra-marital behavior (including with me) is with men. At the same time I figure I'm about 75/25 straight because, despite my behavior with him, my behavior described in my previous blog post, and a LOT of my sexual fantasies, the people I'd REALLY like to have sex with are mostly female. Not that this really matters about anything. Gay, straight, bi, it really doesn't matter. But the stuff that REALLY turns HIM on is guys and the stuff that really turns me on is girls. Sooooo... while we're jacking off in front of each other we're each talking about fantasies, and showing pictures, that turn US on a lot but the other person, not so much. Also, while he LOVES to jack me off (and I love it, too) I don't really like to jack him off. As a result, I feel really guilty - like I'm just using him.
But i I do love jacking off with him. And I love wearing a bra and slip in front of him (I SO wish I could magically become a girl!). And I love having someone I can share my horribly illegal and deviant fantasies with. And I love hearing his fantasies. And I LOVE telling him my fantasies about fucking his wife/my mother-in-law in front of him! (And sucking her tits. And about wearing her bra as I jack off.). And I LOVE telling him about my fantasies of him fucking my wife/his daughter in front of me! And I love having him watch me cum.
So there you go. This is all true. How sick do you think I am now? If my wife knew any of this she'd divorce me in an instant. And my mother-in-law would never speak to me again.
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