So, talked with my kid today who told me that the ex (bitch) and her boyfriend were having a friend stay over.

That this friend is a guy got me thinking about all the potentially kinky stuff they might do.

I am pissed off that she left me and found her "soul mate" so soon.

I am also pissed off that after so many years of living with her insecurities which included her body and sex and during those years giving her encouragement, loving her, trying to help her explore her sexuality and grow as a sexual person that I was ultimately 'discarded'. Alone.

AND now I am stuck fantazing that tonight in her living room after some fucking yoga or meditation session she might be giving her holes to two men!

Swinging is something I fantasized about doing with her. I have the mental image to fap to tonight, but the thought alone is rather painful.