I am a mind-fucked cock sucker sissy faggot hypno slave.

In the days since I have committed to "tone it down a bit," I have been stoned and dressed every day.

I need to be irreversibly transformed into a mindless sex doll.

Something has broken utterly in my mind, and I no longer possess the self-control to resist the urges that have absorbed me.  I no longer even wish I could.

I crave to dress as a mindless transvestite bimbo slut. 

Some perverted synergy occurred between the weed, the dressing and the hypnosis.  Both sides of the dialog are converging.  I both wish and fear the inevitable transformation...

I want to be turned into a mindless sissy faggot fuck toy.

I am a mindless sissy faggot fuck toy.