Watching an old episode of Law and Order. Noticed what the blonde DA was wearing, looks by eye like DKNY pantyhose.

My wife wore those and Calvin Klein pantyhose back then, it was nice I got to toch them if she was in a good mood

before or after work.  

I look back at some of those days with a bit of excitement but also a knot in my stomach, we are lucky we got

through it more or less free of STD's. My wife was honest with me but me, I played nice guy except for an

occasionaly raging ouburst. It makes perfect sense that she liked her lifestyle, it was fun hearing about sex from

her point of view. It taught me so much that I wish I knew when single. She even offered to be a souding board

and advisor for me when we broke up while "dating". She even offered to let me be the so called "bull" with her

next BF. We wound up together.  It is strnge being a man after 50, some friends have their prostate issues, we all face erectile

dysfunction clearly in the eye, desire is fading. As understanding as I was, it is borderline resentful feelings these days. She is trying her best for me one on one but it is tough to have "ready set go " sex.

She still has guys checking her out...well, such is life...